update regarding my future posting and health (Patreon)

i posted this on twitter as well, so you might have seen this there. but i wanted to post this here since it will also likely be affecting how often i upload to youtube. i will still be posting all the exclusive content for patreon here as well as uploading to youtube at least once a week, but i wanted to be honest and transparent to you all about how my uploads will be changing from every 2-3 days to once a week or so.

i have been secretly struggling with something for a long time. im tired of the shame and feeling insecure. weight loss has helped but i have been slacking recently and i need to get back on track. i have PCOS. this is surprisingly common in young women and can affect fertility as well as make it harder to lose weight/easier to put on weight. it can be genetic and it can lead to serious stuff if you don’t take care of yourself. it is something i have been embarrassed about for years, & never wanted to admit it. streams/uploads will lessen in the coming weeks/months as i focus more on myself & my own physical and mental health. not only has this affected my body but also my depression and anxiety. i might paint a pretty picture online but it has been a mess behind the scenes. thank you to anyone who decides to stick with me.