hi! + a lil update (why are there less audios lately?) (Patreon)

i just wanted to say hi! and give u a little update.

so you might have noticed im putting out less audios than i did over the summer. i just wanted to talk about this because i do feel a little self conscious about it.. but there are reasons for this.

firstly, burn out hit me pretty hard after my uploading schedule throughout june and july. i was uploading basically every 2 days and it was honestly just exhausting. i am trying to not feel this way anymore about audios, because it makes me feel like im not interested in asmr anymore and i know thats not the case.

secondly, there is so much construction around my building all. day. long. it has been so insanely annoying, and i only really have enough time to record during wednesday nights, since me and rev stream pretty much every other night during the week. 

i will admit, streaming has taken priority over my youtube channel lately. streaming is something that brings me so much joy, and with my mental health where it is right now, im trying my hardest to focus on the things that make me feel the most happy and fulfilled. and, if you are missing content from me lately, i highly suggest you consider stopping by a stream. i also do ASMR live on stream! (this week i have 2 ASMR streams).

but please dont worry! i will continue to post here (currently working on the bedtime stories, sorry they are a bit late... i know most of you don't mind but it makes me sad to feel like im letting people down. also im sorry for this novel-like update, if you managed to get this far... i love you. that is all). please take care of yourselves and i will be back soon with bedtime stories and the second exclusive audio of the month, amongst other things im sure :3

ily and i hope u all have a really good night. xoxo, strawb