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The gate closed behind us with an ominous shudder, the sound of the bar metaphorically and literally locking us in. We were committed now, surrounded on three sides by the makeshift, manned Legion walls, and the Nostrum Sea on the last side.

I started to have some self-doubt. What had I just dragged us into? Did I really think I could make a difference on my own?

Artemis reassuringly squeezed my shoulder, getting some sort of idea what I was concerned over. A good reminder, that I wasn’t alone, I wasn’t trying to single-handedly solve a plague by myself. There was an entire Army Legion here. I was a 14-year-old girl. Birthday was coming up though, just another week and change! There was no way I was the only healer here. Sure, I was powerful. Sure, I had a solid grasp on what I wanted to do. This wasn’t a dam with a small leak, where one well-placed girl could stick her finger and fix the problem. This was a full flood, where it’d take dozens of people working together to fix and rebuild. My major contribution was already done – letting the people who could do something about it know about the problem, namely that there had to be a source or reservoir for the plague, and work off of that.

“Elaine.” Artemis said, seriously.

“Yeah?” I asked, tilting my head back to look at her.

“Stay inside the Argo.Don’t look outside as we’re going through.” Artemis said kindly, velvet-wrapping the order.

“Why’s that?” I asked.

“Because it’ll end terribly.” Kallisto jumped in, surprising me with his analysis of my skills. “You’ll be obligated to help someone. Then the next person. It’ll be unstructured. Messy. More people will come, demanding healing. Then what? You’ll be obligated to help them. You’ll be out of mana. And I’ll tell you, people, next to a healer that can heal them, fix them, but isn’t? It’s not gratitude you’ll be getting. It’ll be hate. This plague’s been going on for months. These people here are likely stressed, scared, terrified. Give them hope, and snatch it away? They’ll tear you apart, and I mean that in a very real, visceral way. Then we have to step in. Then suddenly, it’s the Rangers invading the town, putting people to the sword. Coinflip if the city’s in a bad way, and it sparks a riot. The 3rd legion here isn’t helping that – usually when they show up, it’s ‘exterminate them all’.”

Kallisto shrugged.

“I’m not trying to scare you. It’s just one possibility. The fact that it’s a likely possibility, and the price to avoid it is small, means I agree with Artemis – stay in, don’t look outside.”

I crossed my arms and pouted.

“When will I ever heal anyone?” I demanded.

“Carefully. In a controlled manner.” Maximus said. “Clinics are common in the first place. People know there’s a place to go and get healed. Heck, some healers might be here, betting they can get enough experience to level a ton. Others might be here to earn their fortune. A healer with the right skills, and a good business sense, could get enough money to last a lifetime from a plague.”

“If they live.” Julius pointed out.

“If they live.” Maximus agreed. “It’s the rare healer that’ll fall to a plague. No, it’s exploiting enough sick and angry people that’ll do it. It’s a fine, fine balancing act to try and make a fortune in a plague. Too much, and you get a mob. Too little, and you don’t make a fortune. Easier to charge almost nothing – or to charge nothing at all, and try to simply gain dozens of levels.”

“Listen.” Origen grunted. We all turned to him, listening carefully. Artemis started grinning madly, but didn’t bother enlightening the rest of us.

He rolled his eyes at us.

“No, listen.”

Artemis’s cackling turned into full-on laughter.

“Listen! There’s a bard of some sort using a powerful skill!” Artemis said.

We all went very quiet, and I could softly hear some notes drifting by, subtle, under the noise of the Argocreaking along, the sounds of anguish and misery getting louder as we approached the town.

“Hey, I got offered a class like that.” I realized. “Sound-related, weak healing over a large area.”

“Yeah, the dude’s probably getting a level a day, or more, at this rate. His only limit is his mana regeneration.” Maximus observed.

I could hear us entering the town. I was concerned that we didn’t seem to stop at the gates at all. That implied that there was no guard, or that the guard was so busy that guarding the gates, one of the fundamental guardy-jobs, was so low priority it was being completely neglected.

It was aggravating, not being able to stick my head out, see the town.

I could smell it though. The rotting stench of foul death and decay, mixed in with the normally-cheery sea breeze.

“How can they possibly quarantine the town if it’s also a port?” I asked.

“Either they have their own ships, or they sank everything. Knowing the 3rd, knowing how they’re usually ‘slash and burn’, and knowing they don’t have any ships – they probably sank everything down to the fishing boats.” Julius grimly guessed. “I’d need to poke around somewhat to find out more. Probably have archers nearby to shoot down anyone trying to swim for it.”

“That’s going to cause a lot of starvation.” I pointed out the obvious, remembering how much of my diet was fish when I lived in Aquiliea. Heck, most of the towns in the Republic were on the shores of the Nostrum Sea, and sea shipping made most of the inter-town logistics. According to Maximus’s lessons.

There were grim looks all around.

“Plagues are bad business. People start dying. Food gets interrupted. Starvation causes more problems. Services are interrupted – sewers, baths, water, guards, food, entertainment, everything. It causes more problems, more deaths, and it spirals horribly.” Julius said.

“How are they usually handled?” I asked.

“Usually, we just contain it, and let it burn itself out. This one’s been going on a bit longer than normal, from the reports I got, but it’s nowhere close to the record.” Julius said. “If it wasn’t for you being so sure that there’s a source that can be turned off, we’d have skipped this place entirely.”

“Not a source.” I said, correcting. “A place where it’s stored. This could be a bad water source. Fleas. Rats. Sewers. It’s not the same as a source. Subtle different, but it’s there. Either way, if you figure out what reservoir is, and get rid of it, that’ll go a long way to getting this treated.”

[*Ding!* Congratulations! [Medicine] has reached level 125!]

“How do you know all this? More reincarnation knowledge?” Maximus asked.

“Kinda. A little bit of reincarnation knowledge with [Memories of a Distant life] sharpening them is giving ‘structure’ for [Medicine] to work off of. [Oath]is multiplying my medical knowledge, and all of it combined it letting me see and know enough to get you all started.”

Maximus nodded. “Makes sense.”

We quieted down as we kept travelling through the town, probably to the main guard barracks where we normally set up.

The sounds of agony and misery were getting louder. A woman, finding her husband had succumbed. A man, grieving over his son. An old woman, a young boy, both begging for food on the street, weakness in their voice.

They didn’t have much time left. Not from the strength left in their voice.

The sound of a scuffle, no holds barred. An agonizing crack, something breaking badly.

It would be nearly impossible to get any sort of medical attention for that. I closed my eyes. What Kallisto said earlier rang true. I couldn’t heal them all. Not here. Not now. I –

[*Error* All Skills -1 level.]

[Reminder: Oaths are Binding.]

[*Ding!* Congratulations! [Celestial Affinity] has reached level 144]

[*Ding!* Congratulations! [Fire Affinity] has reached level 39!]

[*Ding!* Congratulations! [Fire Resistance] has reached level 39!]

[*Ding!* Congratulations! [Fire Conjuration] has reached level 39!]

[*Ding!* Congratulations! [Fire Manipulation] has reached level 39!]

Pain. Pain wracked me, tore through my body. I started to scream and thrash, trying to make it go away, trying to make it stop. It didn’t care about [Center of the Galaxy], nor did my attempt at [Vastness of the Stars] do anything about it. This was pure torment, direct from the System, penalizing me for turning my back on someone. I screamed, screamed myself raw and horse, and thrashed in torment, as it felt like my whole body was burning up, then freezing, then thrown onto a bed of nails, followed by more indescribable torments.

It was agony. I tried everything to make it stop. Throwing flames wildly. Clawing at my arms, my face. Curling up, rolling over.

Nothing I did would make it stop, would stop the pain from invading me. I still saw, still heard, the world around me, but I was no longer processing it.

After time – indeterminate length, with the pain killing all other senses – the pain stopped, and I found myself lying on the floor of the Argo, coated in sweat, having soiled myself, panting and gasping, tunic in shreds where I’d torn myself. Walls of stone surrounded me, and my fingernails were bloody where I’d been scratching at them, at myself.

“Elaine? Elaine are you ok?” Artemis asked, peeking over concerned.

[Center of the Galaxy] instantly worked its magic – not that it had ever stopped working, just whatever the System had done completely bypassed the skill, totally different from when Lumberjack and co and broken it – and I healed myself, fixing all of my immediate, obvious problems.

“Yes.” I said, sitting up.

“What happened?” Artemis said, dissolving the walls, rushing in next to me, embracing me.

[Oath].” I said. “I heard the fight outside, the person getting hurt. I knew he’d be hurt, be in major trouble without healing. I thought about what you said before, and made the conscious decision to not help. I got notifications – lost a point in all my skill levels, a System reminder that oaths were binding. Then pain.”

Artemis said nothing, just holding me tighter. Maximus edged forward a hair, still looking wary.

“Elaine, throw up [Veil]around us, right now.” He ordered. I did as he said, seeing him relax.

“Ok, good. No more repeats of that. We should’ve done this in the first place. Didn’t think this could happen.” He said.

“Yeah. Why was this response so much worse than last time?” I asked him. “Any ideas?”

He hummed to himself thoughtfully, as I opened my chest of supplies. Spare tunic, spare tunic, ahha! Time to change.

“My best guess – and it’s only a guess mind you – is that last time you accidentally violated your [Oath]. This time, you deliberately violated it.”

I frowned at him.

“I had a good reason! Usually that works for the System! It didn’t complain when I let Arthur and Artemis fight, it didn’t complain when I waited to heal Idiot Mage, it lets me spar, it was OK when some people in Virinum didn’t get healing – why was this different?”

Maximus shrugged.

“No idea. Perhaps it was the way you intended things? Like with Artemis and Arthur, you always intended to heal them after. They weren’t your patients then. You did heal Idiot Mage as close to the first moment when you were able to. The people in Virinum were ok with their current state, they just wanted an improvement. This, though… this was the first time you heard someone that needed help, and chose to turn your back.”

“Why on Pallos did I level?” I asked.

“You leveled?” Artemis asked with surprise.

“Yeah, right after I lost some of my skills, I got them right back.” I said.

“Were those the skills at the cap?” Maximus asked.

“Yup. Ah – they were ready to level anyways?” I puzzled it out.

“Probably. No matter how you slice it, it’s bad.”

“Do you think I’ll be ok when healing people in a clinic?” I asked, suddenly worried. If I was going to be penalized even when giving it my all….

“Unlikely. You weren’t penalized in Virinum, or any of the towns and villages we stopped at – you were genuinely giving it your all. I strongly suspect that as long as you’re trying, as long as you’re not turning you back on someone who needs help, that you’ll be fine. It’s only if you decide not to help someone that punishes you. Granted, we’d need to try it out a few more times to know that’s the case… and I suspect you’re against that idea.” Maximus finished, as I furiously shook my head.

“Right. Artemis, stay here with Elaine. She was cooped up for weeks to entertain you, now you can be cooped up with her to entertain her.” Maximus said. “We’ll knock twice on [Veil]to let you know when it’s a good time to come out.”

Blah. Waiting. I let him out, then flopped down, looking at the ceiling.

“Hey healy bug, what do you want to play?” Artemis asked cheerfully, sitting down next to me.

I mutely shook my head, continuing to stare up. I’d been given a lot to think about.

Comments

Giperman

Well, time to get rid of Oath?

Helios

At this point I'd be doing everything I can to get rid of that oath. Sure the boost is good, but the way it both restricts and influences you is definitely not worth it to me.

Giperman

It is absolutely impossible to live and not ignore every call for help. It would just kill her through system if this is going to continue.

Robert Mullins

Reminder: "oaths are binding" Y'all suggesting she removes it when just ignoring it once is enough to knock her out for part of a day with pain and remove levels. Also, that oath is the main reason she can travel with them at all at her level.

Robert Mullins

I do love when a character's greatest strength and greatest weakness go hand in hand like that.

Giperman

Her Oath is a bit vague on part where she need to heal unconditionally on first cry of help.

Malthe Mørk Mejlby

I don't think that she has to, I think that deciding not to heal someone who needs it is what caused her pain

Giperman

Ngl her Oath is great thing and really interesting part of the story and it would be even greater when Elaine grow up in power to answer the Oath's whims. Right now, after this chapter it did came in bad light though

Kevin Caffrey

It was novel the first few times it came up but Oath penalties are getting a bit repetitive/old. I hope this isn’t something that is going to bite her in every arc. Plus in this case the penalty is super shady. She’s already risking her life to help in this town, doing her best to save as many people as possible. She is following solid advice to ignore small problems to help as many as possible. Oath penalizing her for triaging is kind of BS

Robert Mullins

That wasn't triaging. She basically ignored him with the intent of possibly healing him later if she was able despite not having anything meaningful preventing her from doing so.

Helios

I actually find it pretty interesting that the skill caused her pain. In the past she's described the Oath almost as if it has a mind of its own and decides what actions of hers adhere to the Oath itself, and if not, it dishes out punishment. The thing is though, I always assumed that the punishment would always be to her skills and classes, because as far as punishments go, I honestly can't think of anything worse than having the tools you depend on weakened or even locked away. The fact that it decided to cause her pain on top of reducing her skill levels feels, almost malicious? If that makes sense. Like, the reduction on her status is already pretty significant, so the pain just felt unnecessary, yet the Oath still harmed her anyways. Not to mention that the Oath itself is all about healing and caring for others, and it attacked her the second she slipped up. The Oath is a hypocrite.

Mr. Bigglesworth

So time to get Path removed without pain using an Oathbreaker skill that Rangers HQ will hahavehhavetenensurre no coconffliict wiwith nenew rerecrrurnwcns

Redbeard

I'm not thrilled with this development. The Oath is now effectively interfering with her own judgement. Say Elaine is enroute to a battle zone to urgently heal the soldiers at a critical moment or whatever, and she encounters a passerby that's heavily injured and requires extensive help that will delay her greatly. The correct choice is to move on and yet the Oath will trigger. "She just needs to be powerful enough where it's not a problem" is a terrible excuse because power is the answer to most problems by default in her world. The mechanics behind the Oath are simply unreasonable if she has to go out of her way to trick it by isolating herself from the world with Veil or other such things.

Anonymous

I think that is the point, which is why she gets such a huge powerboost from it.

tibbish

Yeah the risk of breaking it + life changes necessary to accommodate the Oath are exactly why its so powerful. Its fine the way it is IMO.

Helios

I think the main problem, at least in my opinion, is that the Oath basically takes away her ability to make decisions for herself. She either abides by the Oath or gets a status penalty (Which on its own, would be fine) or, in this case, physically attacked and incapacitated. When she decides to defy the Oath at the cost of skill or class levels, that at least has some weight behind it. However, if defying the Oath basically means she dies then she doesn't really have an option, does she? Because lets not forget, this incident happened from her ignoring a street brawl. A relatively miniscule conflict, and she was punished severely. Imagine what would happen to her should she defy the Oath in a more critical situation.

Redbeard

To those that said it was fine as it was: did you even read my comment? My point was that Elaine is basically forced to help the moment she is needed. She has no room to weigh risk vs. reward or how many lives she could save by NOT healing someone. Imagine if she sees an orphanage burning a block away with victims screaming in the street, but suddenly some noble prick appears on the way and happens to require medical help. She now has no choice but to stop and heal him, potentially costing others their lives. She has no choice in the matter.

DANTE

The oath as you made it is becoming more and more difficult to justify, it's an interesting idea but it shouldn't require an unreasonable amount of effort to maintain, since she decided to be a field ranger which is basically a problem solver that throw violence at the problems most of the times it was already a bit if a stretch in my opinion, making her lose skill levels on all skill seems way to much of a counterweght for the power she gets in return since it impose such an hig limitations in her life

Markus

She took an oath. You don't just follow the oath when it suits you. I think it is right and important that she has such strong consequences if she tries to break the oath. What happened in this chapter? The oath was impractical and she tried to justify that she could not follow it. "Callisto was right, I can't help everyone." The right step would have been to plan how she could still keep the oath. How can I help people? What do I have to do to reach my goal? The oath does not force her to jump out of the wagon and start healing people. But doing nothing is out of the question. And she has basically tried to give up before she has even looked at the situation.

Anonymous

Oaths are binding. Not something that you weigh the pros and cons of. She was a kid when she made it. I don't see the problem. It's literally the only thing that allows her to join the rangers. I think she is healing at 6x her level, and the ratio only goes up as Oath levels. So shes like a level 750 healer at 125. Level 2000 healer at level 250? Something like that. A clearly super overpowered skill needs huge demerits. Life changing demerits, to balance. Or this would just be another generic OP healer litrpg.

K Hilliard

Right. She could have said, “hey that sounded bad. I’ll need to come back here to heal that once it’s safe” Also, do no harm does include self destructive harm, wearing ppe, sleeping, etc. I’d think not throwing oneself into a dangerous situation, as pointed out by experts on the subject, would count.

Giperman

Didn't she dumped overpowered Oath-class because she didn't want Oath to make decisions for her? So why now people justify Oath literally torture her for her decision? Yes, it maybe be bad decision, but it's her decision.

SelkieMyth

The key difference is, she was able to make that decision. The Oath class would strip that decision making process from her. She literally couldn't decide to ignore the dude.

Gardor

People talking about her oath are missing the real issue: she totally just shat herself in the wagon and now her and Artemis gotta sit in it.

Giperman

You know, this chapter made good showcase of what kind punishment Oath can throw at her. It's just the situation in which Oath punished her is bad. Also there was no clause in her Oath about her losing 1 level in EVERY skill in case of breaking the Oath.

Markus

Well, she did change her tunic. And she might only have wet herself.

Giperman

Hmm, what about Papilion classes? Would they snatch her ego forever, or would she just expirience sudden bipolar disorder from time to time?

Redbeard

@Selkie I don't see a choice for her now either. If she doesn't jump to heal whoever needs help (barring OOM and similar problems) even for a good reason (like this time, rushing to heal sick people and to avoid chaos which will likely lead to a disaster) she suffers torture and skill regression. Her Oath is too binding to reasonably follow without deliberate gimmicks or self-trickery relying on semantics which defeats the whole point of having a code to follow. It feels like she's stuck following the "letter of the contract" instead of its "spirit" which is arguably more important. Sorry if it sounds harsh or repetitive (I've been vocal about Elaine's Oath and choices before), I'm simply frustrated with the whole Oath business and the direction where the plot leads. Maybe the story's just not for me.

Markus

respect the spirit of the contract? I think you've forgotten how much she was restricting herself with the oath. First, do no harm. Healing is my art. I will use all of my knowledge and tools at my disposal to heal those that come to me. I will heal those I see to the best of my ability. I will apply all measures that are required to my patients. I will never see a patient as anything other than another creature in pain. I will not discriminate who I heal based on class, sex, race, what gods they pray to, nor by any other means. I will defend the patients under my care from harm and injustice. I will only take up a knife to defend myself or my patient. I will admit when I don't know how to heal a patient. I will respect the privacy of my patients, and hold in confidence anything that is said to me. I will teach and spread my knowledge to the best of my abilities, asking for no recompense. I will not forget you.

Redbeard

@Markus That's my point; the spirit in which 8 years-old Elaine made the oath is commendable, but a child doesn't know better.

Markus

You say 8 years-old Elaine, but the oath is far too detailed and elaborate for a short-circuit reaction of a child. Her best friend died because of her failure to act. Which is why she decided never to let anything like that happen again. At the time she did not act because it was inconvenient. If she doesn't act now again because it's inconvenient, it's like spitting on Lyra's grave.

Redbeard

There's a difference between inconvenience and what the oath constitutes as a violation from what we've seen. When Elaine encounters someone that needs healing and she is physically capable of helping there is no room for refusal and circumstances be damned. Your child or best friend is dying a block away? Tough luck, there are other people who need help closer by and you can't refuse them without suffering backlash immediately. I know this is an extreme example, but try to understand the kind of precedent this chapter seemed to have introduced.

SelkieMyth

Elaine could say - "Hang on, I'll get to you in a moment, this other person is taking priority right now" - a "I'm delaying for valid reason X" is fine. This wasn't a "I'm delaying treatment" - this was "I'm not treating you.". Difference between delay (which was spelt out as being OK), and neglect/ignoring an injury she believes is lethal, that'll kill the person who got it. Oath is penalizing "I think you're going to die with that injury, and I'm not going to help you." - does that help your frustration?

SelkieMyth

IMO, Elaine can choose, as long as said Citizen (No nobles.... yet....) isn't actively dying in front of her. If he is going to be dead by the time Elaine gets round to him, then he's probably hurt enough to warrant the immediate attention. Elaine could've asked one of the other Rangers to grab the dude, or have him follow them, then heal him when it wasn't as bad. Heck, they could even go harder, go incognito (no pins = who are these people?) jump out of the wagon, snatch the dude, throw him inside, and have Elaine heal him, then throw him back out of the wagon. There were options, there were possibilities. Elaine didn't see or consider them, she just wrote him off.

Robert Mullins

[Oath of Elaine to Lyra]: A solemn healing Oath from Elaine, to Lyra. +5% healing knowledge, power, and control per level while followed. Breaking the Oath has severe consequences.]

Venalitor

So the oath doesn't care about her actions, but what she thinks about her actions?

Redbeard

So she needs to consciously control her thoughts and have clear reasoning in mind whenever the oath is involved, thanks.

Robert Mullins

Although I don't know if it was ever explicitly stated. This was, to some degree, known for a while. It also would be extremely problematic if it wasn't largely based on intent. Otherwise, every time she so much as bumped in to someone while walking she would recieve punishment for doing harm.

Venalitor

Yep. Just confirming and trying to summarize what was stated in this chapter.

Melting Sky

The Oath Class essentially turns her into somebody else's slave, where as her oath skill basically just punishes her if she breaks a promise she, herself, once swore to keep. That's an absolutely huge difference.

Melting Sky

Wow, so she get's like a 500+% boost on her healing from her oath. That's absolutely nuts.

Markus

Her action was to ignore someone who was dying. Her thoughts were only her attempt to justify this behaviour.

tibbish

@Redbeard: yes I read your comment. My point still stands. In story its a very powerful unique skill that comes with big trade offs and if that means she has to respond to the needs of the skill or suffer the consequences than that is fine. In your example she could heal up the noble just enough to save his life and then move on to the burning orphanage. Then later when the immediate needs are satisfied she can come back and do more thorough healing later on everyone that needs it. Its called triage. Used all the time in actual real life situations. Its far from sort've impossible trolley situation you're making it out to be. @Selkie: so she has learned her lesson now then? If all she has to do is think "I'll get back to them later" or "I'll have them picked up later to heal" etc to avoid getting penalized then its really not a problem at all. Given that she is supposed to be pretty smart + has more experience than her actual age it shouldn't be an issue for her to deal with at all.

Mr. Bigglesworth

So, essentially all she needs is a bit of brainwashing or self-hypnotizing to convince herself that she's providing care for everyone by murdering people. Viola! Instant bypass of Oath, hurray!

Anonymous

I also think that oath is bad. I wonder how it would act in the necessity of triage. Sometimes as doczor(healer) you have to let some patients die to save others. Triage isn't that we are not able to save that pacient ut means that the resorcrs it would take would mean lives of others more of them that the one sigle life.

Håvard

More, healing knowledge translates directley into efficiency when healing. So she get that effect then the 500+% controll and power on top.

Anonymous

Shouldn't hiding in the veil also violate the oath? She knows that she is in a city full of sick and injured people even if she is deliberately preventing herself from actually seeing them. Also if this sort of strategy works, it means that the oath is encouraging her to take steps to prevent herself from helping people, which seems really counterintuitive and against the spirit of the oath.