Misaki sfw (Patreon)

Sorry guys, I'm a total mess right now. I don't know how this is happening or how to explain it. I just spontaneously took a vacation, I guess, but I felt guilty the whole time. In general, Twitter has been frustrating me lately, I feel like no one even sees my Ryza picture because of the new algorithms, and I feel like my pictures are bad. But I actually like them myself, and I hope you do too. Now I've started taking antidepressants. And I'm trying to have a good time in general. Spain is very nice, I didn't expect them to celebrate their local holidays for weeks. Lots of parades, fireworks, big bonfires. I actually have some good ideas for a visual novel or picture story, doing some raw sketches for practice. Going to develop my instagram page instead of twitter. But I feel like I don't have the energy to do it all. Hopefully the antidepressants will help soon. Also feel like my latest drawings look better, but also feel like it's still time consuming and I wanted to do at least 6-7 drawings a month. But it's hard for me to simplify my style because everyone likes to expect good shading and good details from my drawings.

I'm actually surprised that you're still supporting me, it's incredible that you're so tolerant of the fact that all year I've been making excuses and making you worry about me. After all, my goal was to draw cheerful pictures so that people could feel positive emotions when they look at them.
(Also used ai to make the background of this picture, just want to be honest with that)