Upcoming stream + Update + Poll (Patreon)

First off, I'm letting you guys know that I will be streaming later tonight over on discord. Now for the update.

If you remember my last post, things have been kinda difficult for me lately and I've been struggling to keep focused on my content. Mom's surgery has been significantly more painful which means I've needed to be out of town for longer to watch her pets (of which there are many) while my girlfriend, who needs therapy, is being fairly unstable with my extended absence. She's good as of today but that I know that can change very quickly. 

I have been working on stuff (and it's looking good), but I just really haven't been able to focus enough to finish anything. Normally I would just suspend payment for the month but since my patreon has started to earn more, I've come to rely on it. Though I should be ok if it's just a month, if I do suspend payment, I'll still be putting myself in a pretty awkward financial situation.

I need your guy's opinion on this so please answer honestly. Would you like me to suspend payment this month?

If there's even a noticeable percentage saying "yes" then I'll suspend it.