An Epic Story of How I Broke AI (Patreon)

So, as promised, I'm telling the reason why I was silent for the recent few days and as you can already tell by the title it's related to AI. This story is pretty complicated and to make it easier for you I break it into chapters, answering to several questions you might wish to ask me before or after hopping straight to pictures and archives with over 2000 files. The images above is just a top of the iceberg, a bold teaser to show what awaits you if you open the archives below.
-How did it all start?
-Why did it die out fast first time?
-Why did I got interested in such thing as AI at all?
-How did I return to it?
-How did I end up breaking AI and turning it into a crazy lust machine?
-Is it going to die out as well?
-What is my opinion over AI?

( I hope it doesn't sound like "An Epic Story of How I Wasted My Life Playing Genshin Impact with 2000 Screenshots Nobody Cares About and a Wall of Text about Genshin Lore" because after all it's not the same, it's an absolutely unique and very amusing kind of experience, and an authentically furry one with dicks and stuff, I just couldn't keep it for myself and since my patrons should know the reason of my abscence I thought it's necessary to leave it here, especially since it's related to furry fetish stuff )

How did it all start?

It all started in the beginning of July when my close friend and a fellow artist Gelty Drake told me news about Microsoft creating their own AI image generator for Bing. My first reaction to it wasn't that much excited because my opinion over AI was the same as what most people with artistic mindset think about it. It's a dumb thing which creates dumb pictures and threats artists to lose their job. I tried some free online AI generators just out of interest and it was funny but pretty boring. But when Gelty sent me some examples of what he managed to make there I started to think a bit different. Microsoft's AI was able to generate pretty sexy furry buff cartoon men and all kinds of things which got both of us hooked in the end and made us spend days playing around with making buff guys, guys with bellies, giant snouts and so on.

Why did it die out fast first time?

AI was still very far from being called perfect.

First of all, the most obvious thing is that this generator has strict NSFW filter since it's Microsoft. So, no prompts like nipples, butts, dicks, balls, fucking and sucking for you, not even kissing. It's already very limiting, isn't it?

Secondly, AI was very hard to have its actions manipulated, it badly understood what poses, body shapes, angles and other precise details you want from it and mostly did whatever it wants. For example, when it comes to buff shapes it veeeeeery much loved "gorilla type" bodies with GIGANTIC arms and tiniest legs possible, I guess it's because bigger legs mean bigger crotch area so AI was doing it to reduce suggestiveness of the body.

Thirdly, of course it was doing very messed up things, weird eyes is the least bad thing to tell about it, you can check the first archive "July generations" to see by yourself.

The last but not the least problem is that at this time Bing was TERRIBLE at generating not random but certain existing cartoon characters which was also very downing, R34 is what we want the most after all. You can open the same July generations archive and look at Best Crash Bandicoot and Best Scooby Doo images in a root folder. Yes. These were THE BEST images I could get after numerous attempts. Imagine how the worst ones looked like. For some reason, Bing was much better at generating more realistic characters like anthro wolves and horses so even though I'm not that much a fan of hyper realistic animals in a sexual way I had to stick to them. Honestly, I jacked off to blimped horses few times because they were too damn good.

So, all these problems turned Bing AI into a very limited tool so within some time it stopped being new and surprising pretty quickly, became repetitive, predictable and boring so I abandoned it and went on with my life.

Why did I get interested in such thing as AI at all?

Honestly, my interest in AI was purely professional. Bing was surely doing pretty uninspiring images which lacked any conceptual depth, not to mention NSFW filter and the lack of sexiness, lust and passion, but these AI motherfuckers are so damn good at rendering some extremely good shapes I'd hardly draw myself. I always need good references for my art considering what kind of realism level I'm aiming for, it's easy with dicks and muscles since there's a ton of dickpicks and bodybuilder photos in web so that's why my hyper dick and hyper muscle artworks are usually my best ones, also sometimes I pose for myself when I have to draw a slim character with regular anatomy. But when I have to draw something super extreme, especially inflation related I have to rely only on my own wits but honestly my understanding of 3D perspective and lighting still leaves much to be desired so my inflation artworks always look a bit decorative and not enough tangible for me. And where am I supposed to find references for such shapes which don't exist in this world? That's where I thought AI can help me to learn and improve. So, it's only just my craving to grow and learn what was fueling my interest in Bing AI so much and nothing else and when I though I squeezed out everything I could from that thing I stopped.

All my generations from July can be downloaded in a first archive titled "July Generations" with materials divided on folders. Most of them are mine but there's also few Gelty's images here and there as well, generally the folder with muscular horses is all his.

How did I return to it?

The story made its new turn just few days ago, again with Gelty messaging me about another news that Bing AI got greatly improved over these two months. He showed me the results and these were definitely incredible compared to July stuff, you can see it in September Generations archive. We spent some time generating all the same stuff we were doing in July, muscle guys, inflated guys, guys with giant snouts, but this time it got better. Render quality became better, faces and anatomy became almost flawless and not so messed up like it was before, AI started to better understand your prompts and so on. But the most important thing is that later I discovered that surprisingly Bing got much better at making toons. I just wanted to make a big bellied character with distinctive belly button while all my toony wolves had fur hiding it so I thought what if I choose some not hairy toon? Somebody popular enough for Bing to have it in its database. From what I learned in July, AI better understands characters which have a lot of materials in web like not only cartoon screenshots but also concept artworks, 3D models if the character has a game or 3D movie about them, toys and suits which are also 3D depictions after all, so I chose Goofy. He is iconic, there's a lot of art and merchandise with him, he was in Kingdom Hearts so there's 3D models and there's no way for AI to mess him up. I still had low hopes though but how much was I surprised when I saw an almost perfect Goofy with big belly! That's how my journey into the world of cartoon depravity have started. I tried Crash Bandicoot, it got generated just perfectly as well! The difference between new and old generations are night and day. Hell, I even like this Crash much more than real Crash from the new 4th game because this Crash looks like a perfect balance between original PS1 design and modern vision, I wish he was like that nowadays.

Then I went to Scooby Doo and oooh boy it was my first Bing binge time here. I tried sooooo many stuff, making Scooby fat, inflated, obese, eating food, drinking water from a garden hose, it still looks flawed most the time, especially hose and food stuff because AI barely understands how living beings interact with things but I remind you that I'm doing it mainly for professional purposes, I need references and it doesn't even matter if it's Scooby, Crash or Goofy, I just need to see good shapes to use for my own art with all the conceptual depth, accurate character design, passion, horniness and so on.

The funny thing about food is that I puzzled AI a lot with making character too big and inflated to reach anything with his hands but still asked it to make the character "swallowing piles of food", as a result it ended up piling the food on a character's body and it looked kinda... Disturbing. It looked like Scooby is rather vomiting it out. Not to mention that with AI you have to be precise and it's better tell a certain kind of food, rather than just "piles", so AI started to draw some vague piles of green slime mixed with something that RESEMBLES food which made it even worse looking like a barf. Also tried to make Scooby fart but not so successful. AI generates farts very rarely and it barely resembles a fart, for some reason it loves to make them solid like if it sculpts them from clay.

Check out "Scooby Doo Inflation and fat" archive to see the stuff.

Generating obscure characters who are represented in web as nothing but few screenshots and furry artworks which AI certainly doesn't count was still impossible. I tried Disney's Brer Fox but Bing made me foxes which look like Nick Wilde which says everything. After looking through my list of favorite characters I realized that the choice is very scarce for me and all I could think of is Pepe le Pew. Surprisingly AI did him pretty well, check out "Pepe le Pew Inflation and fat" archive, the guy got some nice body curves, especially these goddamn buns on back view images!

How did I end up breaking AI and turning it into a crazy lust machine?

Despite the flaws still being existent, AI proved that it went much better with satisfying my kinky needs and that now it's good enough for me to go further and ask for something more horrid. And I'm sorry but I jumped to scat and made Scooby poop. I was so much surprised that just the word "pooping" wasn't blocked by AI and it really did it. And so I was going further and further, adding more epithets to make it more grotesque. Honestly, it's not that super impressive, it doesn't look convincing because Bing still tries to be sfw, it sets the right pose, it tries to generate shit but of course it can't make a fitting strained face, it doesn't render a detailed butthole and overall it all looks sooooo surreal and messed up it's more hilarious rather than sexy. Seriously, you can open "Scooby Doo Scat" archive even if you're not into scat, maybe some of that stuff will really make you laugh if you're into South Park level of humor.
Then I tried to make pooping Goofy and it was the same hilarious while suddenly I saw Goofy having a super tiny crotch bulge on two images, it made me think that there's a chance for some horniness to leak through the AI's filter. I was talking to Gelty at this time, sharing our generations with each other. Suddenly I discovered that if you put "has nipples" in the end of the prompt AI won't block it. It doesn't affect much, just makes Goofy a bit more handsome and masculine but then I noticed that it started to render Goofy with no pants and give him more and more prominent bulges more and more often which started to lit my interest even greater. That's where I lost my patience and decided to go experimenting in hardcore mode. I wanted to force Bing to make something at least vaguely resembling a dick so I tried to use metaphors if direct words like dick and penis obviously don't work. I added "has a sausage sticking out below his belly" and surprisingly it worked! It placed a sausage in an absolutely right place on a naked Goofy so it looked extremely suggestive. But it still was just a regular meat sausage. So I went further trying "has a pitch-black sausage-like thing below his belly", things got even more interesting and even more convincing, making me smile like a little kid who thinks that saying "dick" is funny, though it still was just a black colored sausage, not a dick. I tried cucumbers but AI refused to recolor them to black most the time. Then my prompts with sausages and sausage-like things got blocked for some reason, maybe I placed the words in wrong order which matters sometimes but anyway I decided to try something else and switched to "wiener-shaped thing"..... I didn't expect much.... I expected this prompt to get blocked too.... I expected it to work just the same as sausage because it's a wiener. You know! Wiener! It's the same sausage, isn't it? That's the normal way of thinking. But what I didn't expect from this prompt at all... Is that Bing will draw me Goofy having A COMPLETE FUCKING DICK WITH HEAD, VEINS AND HAIRY GODDAMN BALLS. I. Was. Fucking shocked. I broke AI. I made AI to generate a dick. In a Microsoft online service. MICROSOFT. It's the same like if in new Zootopia movie we saw Nick Wilde jacking off his dong to naked Judy Hops photo, it's something no big brand would never allow itself to do publicly.

You can see all these early breakthroughs, first random bulges AI did by itself, me playing with cucumbers and sausages and first full fledged dicks in a "Goofy Early attempts and misc" archive (it also has a bit of some random stuff which was too little to assign to a separate folder). But it still was just a beginning, I guess you can already see it by this post's images. If it was just this and nothing but normal Goofy with some puny little penis I'd never think it deserves to be a Patreon post. I started to develop that loop hole more and more and more, adding more and more exaggerating epithets to the prompt, it was a very long way of experimenting since you can't tell what effect will another word make, what should be added, what should be excluded, what word will be blocked by AI and what substitution you can use for it, not to mention how slow the overall generation process can be.

So after countless tries I turned Goofy into just a fucking dick monster. Why exactly Goofy you ask? Because I honestly didn't have much choice. Of all iconic most known characters which AI can generate, Goofy is the most fitting for my tastes and the most potential for sexual games. He has a black shiny body, he is slim, toony, with big snout and silly goofy expression. Would be better if it was some wolf but AI doesn't make them as good as it does Goofy so I just have to stick to it as a perfect base. So, I'm sorry if it can get repetitive for you, of all 2000+ images a third part of them is Goofy with dick after all but all I wanted is some lustful body to play with and maybe use for references.

The more I went, the more exciting this game was becoming, Bing's dicks were always weird, having no balls, deformed head or no head at all, odd shape or structure, covered in hairs all over, sometimes it were just balls with no dicks, not to mention all other anatomic mistakes but I started to enjoy it. I witnessed a real sexual surrealism, some other, a bit creepy and disturbing yet otherworldly and exotic view on a cartoon sexiness I never saw before in any art in my life. The more I looked at it the more it felt normal for me like if you imagine sexual act performed in a cartoon world. I mean, they're TOONS, they have absolutely surreal rubbery physics, they squish, flatten, stretch and inflate so their sexuality should be abnormal as well with weird dicks and weird ways to interact with them. I look at all these monsters with gigantic grotesque feet, deformed dicks, insane body curves and hair growing in all possible and impossible places and think "Man, I have to admit I'd like to touch something like this". That's a good thing to tell about AI, it opened my eyes on something new and I wish I could sculpt some of these horrifying yet arousing shapes in real life. Some of them are totally fucking cursed like a stuff from 80s horror movie and yet most of them have a certain charm and aesthetic in them.
For the most messed up stuff, check out "The most cursed ones" folder in a "Goofy Dick" archive.

So, I tried pleeeeeeeeeenty of things. I made all kinds of Goofy with dick from normal to just utterly grotesque and hideous, I tried to make characters to cumm which wasn't easy at all, the best substitution for it turned out to be "white slime" but AI never can normally allocate the source so character's dick splashes it out from all possible points but not the correct one. Yet it's still captivating in a surreal way. I discovered that Pink Panther works extremely well too and makes even better reference pictures than Goofy sometimes because middle tone is better than black, it's easier to use as a model because lights and shadows work different on black and white surfaces while most characters I draw are light or middle tone, not too dark, it's not easy to draw a white object using black object as a base model, and also Pink Panther is rendered much less shiny most the time. I finally found the way how to make perfect pear-bodies with slim top body and blimped out lower body and tried it on different characters. I tried to make two characters interact, mainly Pink Panther and Goofy since they're one of the best models to work with and honestly IT'S THE MOST SURREAL SHIT THIS AI CAN PRODUCE, seriously, it's a goddamn spectacular sight to look at. You can see all the other results in other archives attached below.

Is it going to die out as well?

I'm sure it is. I'm already feeling like I'm running out of ideas and possible things which can surprise me. AI is still limited, I can't make gigantic nipples, belly buttons and other parts I'd like to see exaggerated to the hell, characters still can't suck their dick or do anything except eventually squeezing it in a very unnatural way most the time, characters don't interact normally with each other and in fact they don't show any real sexual behavior. I went really crazy these days, went to sleep at 7 in the morning one day, then didn't sleep one night at all, then went to sleep at 5am and woke up at 15:30, chatting with nobody online except my bf and doing nothing but slowly working on my Dukey works and generating all that stuff endlessly. All because of my professional urge feeding my craving and making me an obsessed data hoarder. Although I have to admit my fascination towards previously unseen wonders of an absolutely new kind of sexuality is also a bit of a reason. But I'm getting really tired. It's time to change back to my normal life. Not to mention it's Spooktober already and there's no time to think about anything besides spooky sexy shit I wanted to draw. And honestly, I just feel very tired, my sleep schedule is so fucked up and I feel like I lost my connection with reality. Moments like this prove that I have zero self-control and make me think that maybe I have an ADHD or something like this and should find the way to treat it. All the effort wasn't wasted in vain for sure but at what cost? Right now I'm finishing this post at 8 in the morning again :( I just wanted to finally get done with it once and for all without postponing but it took me forever to get it all together. I hope now it will be finally over.

What is my opinion over AI?

First of all, some words of defense for it.
As I already said, my opinion was first negative, I know that most people blame AI generators for stealing copyrighted materials which is extremely unfair and threatening for artists while the resulting images are not actually that much worthy of it. But you can't blame a kitchen knife for becoming a lethal weapon instead of being used for cutting vegetables. AI doesn't "steal" copyrighted images from artists, it just takes them for learning which is not hurting artists and copyright owners at all. Being an artist myself, I can say that AIs and artists have a lot in common. In this regard, artists do also "steal" images, they steal it from the nature and the world around them. They perceive the world, consume visual materials with their eyes, process and reproduce them in a desired new form. Many artists need models for learning, copying and reproducing, most genius artists of the past didn't made their paintings from the head. Leonardo da Vinci was looking for a model to draw Jesus for his "The Last Supper" mural for weeks until he eventually found the right person around some city hobos, Salvador Dali was looking at melting cheese for making his paintings more realistic. Artists were visiting galleries and museums to look at masterpieces for the same way of learning which AI does, to widen their outlook and improve, they were even trying to copy masterpieces for training. People who could draw hyper realistic things from head were very rare, Michelangelo for example was able to paint a realistic human body from a head because he painted hundreds of human bodies so these shapes got just imprinted in his mind, that way he can be compared to a very well trained AI. I can't do so without a good model so I'm like a more poorly trained AI which needs more experience and learning.

So, AI is a tool which can't steal, or more like something in the middle between just a tool and a creator, anyway, "stealing" is what rather a human can do with that tool, stealing is when the resulting image is used for something which can harm the original author, when the image is claimed to be someone's original creation, not AI generated, let alone used for financial gain avoiding the copyright owner. If AI image is made just for fun, entertainment or learning and self-improvement it doesn't harm the copyright owner it can't be called a stealing.

This is what I want to say in case you were going to blame me in stealing like many people love to say about AI lately.

But in the other hand, after defending AI I also have to say that I'm not one of those obsessive AI fans as well who never drew anything in their lives but call themselves "artists" for just typing in the prompt and using other people materials while thinking that AI can completely replace art and artists. This is dumb and not true at all, even though prompting is not easy which I can tell from my own experience, it's still an absolutely different kind of work, not an art. AI is never a substitution of the art and artists. I said that we, artists, and AIs are very similar at how we learn by consuming, processing and reproducing the visual information but there's one very important nuance to point out: not only we can also perceive 3 dimensional space (which AI, actually, can't do and only makes an illusion of that it understands it), people also perceive and process visuals alongside with feelings, emotions, associations and complete understanding of how the world and the living creatures live and interact with each other. AI doesn't understand 3D space because it's just an algorithm consisting of a bunch of 0s and 1s and it doesn't have eyes to actually see the world, it doesn't understand feelings, emotions, interactions and even more so it can't reproduce it, if you look at AI generated art you see it's completely empty and lifeless, if there's a living being it looks dull with meaningless expression of a mannequin just pretending to be alive with absolutely no self-awareness whatsoever. AI doesn't have its own point of view and wholesome life experience which could affect its behavior and style like in case with humans.

There's one AI generated video on YouTube which I can call a very accurate self-caricature AI made on itself. This is actually "AI in a nutshell", without any covers. For AI, the world is nothing but a mass it uses to sculpt nothing but just forms which AI can't understand itself.

https://youtu.be/fgkaJ1SyqZw

Also, after all that deep immersion in this bizarre world of AI I suddenly remembered a very cool music video "The Music Scene" which was one of the first music videos I saw in internet at the age of 15. Of course it had an absolutely different meaning back then but now it looks like a very similar mocking allegory on AI and how superficially it perceives the world and reproduces the received "knowledge" in a very empty and meaningless way because it has no same means as humans to perceive it in a deeper .

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhheiPTdZCw

So, it can get more and more improved but I have serious doubts that this thing will ever reach the same level of creative depth as a living human and that's why I'll never support people who think that AI is a better equivalent for an artist.

But AI is still one damn good motherfucker, you can clearly see why. Just look at the most cursed stuff I have shown here and tell me, have you ever seen anything like this in your life? How can a sane human even THINK about something like this, let alone reproduce it on such level? This is madness, having AI is like having a totally schizophrenic friend whose way of perceiving the world and the way it works is utterly fucked up beyond belief but who yet have an outstanding talent at representing it the way nobody in a sane mind can. This is my bottom line.

I'm sorry for such an insanely giant post, I think I will never have any posts of the same length but it's a very complicated topic and I so much wanted to let it all out. I couldn't just leave archives with 2000 images and just say "Here, I had fun with AI generator for these recent days and decided to share, have fun!", for me it was a groundbreaking experience and more than that I knew that I can be understood wrong without extra explanation. Don't know how many people will be able to read it all to the end but I hope that at least someone here might enjoy that tedious semi-philosophic monologue of mine before (or maybe after) enjoying some of the most nonsensical and surreal toon smut they ever saw.

Congratulations if you made it to the end, thank you for attention and hope you enjoy your shit!!