2:22 am (Patreon)

everything in the daytime feels very hard right now

the past two nights have been spent up and in tears 

england is beautiful and kinda lonely 

but tonight 

I managed to get the baby to sleep by 11 pm

and he woke up at 1 am and I fed him 

and by 2:22 am id written the song i promised edward i would write for our session tomorrow 

in marker, because there were no pens on hand

and the baby slept (and snorfled, he's still got a cold) at my feet (i wonder how long i'll have this luxury)

when all else in my life fails

i can still write a pretty and pretty disturbing  fucking lyric

sweet dreams ash

mommy just wrote a song about violence and submission. 

🎉