Important January Update (Patreon)

Hello! Sorry for the lack of updates and activities. I have some very important things to announce.

Earlier this month, I said this on my Twitter that if I couldn't put out anything by the end of this month, I'll make an announcement and pause my Patreon for February. It was the case and I was going to pause it, but after much consideration, I've decided not to. I'm going to be tell you what happened and explain my honest thoughts, and I hope you can understand it.

An Amazing Bad News?

All right, so... At the end of December, 2020, I got into a relationship with someone, who I'd been noticing and admiring for over a decade but never had a chance to actually meet. But it was last month, just by pure chance, we unexpectedly came across each other, we'd talked a lot and shared common interests and quickly turned our encounter into a romantic relationship. I hadn't been in a relationship for 10 years, I was overwhelmed with joy, I couldn't set my mind on anything else, couldn't even sleep well either. And that lasted nearly two weeks before I finally calmed down.

That's the reason I was going to pause this page because I didn't make any progress.

A Bad News?

Right after I eventually got back to "normal" and started paying attention to anything in my life again, I went to a dentist for a toothache. It turned out to be a cavity that was too close to a horizontal wisdom tooth next to it, which needed a wisdom tooth removal surgery. By the recommendation of the doctors, I ended up removing three of my wisdom teeth and a severely decayed tooth in the surgery. The surgery went well but I'd been feeling very uncomfortable for the past one week. (It's significantly better now)

my teeth:

Made it black and white so it's not too scary.

So here I am and it's almost the end of January, even though I did do some model porting and modifying, and audio editing for the next video, I know I'm not gonna release anything for this month.

So... why didn't I stick to my plan and pause my Patreon?

Well, it's because of the costs of the surgery and for staying in hospital for 2 days. I just figured I might  need some financial support. It wasn't expensive and it wasn't a big surgery either, but yeah... being really honest, your supports would help me a lot and I need that...

(I was going to post some NSFW here but forgot this is a public therefore I can't do that, I'll post it later on my Twitter I guess)

Anyway, hope you can understand my situation. It's been a really weird start of 2021 for me.