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Adam Doyle

a lot of their movies still hold up very well, including the Christmas Carol, Treasure Island, and even the newer ones.

Michael Parker

So confession time...I haven't seen this movie in about 30 years (I will watch it for the first time since then today because its you and I love watching things with you). I was diagnosed with chronic depression when I was 25 officially, but I know I was a long time sufferer throughout my childhood. I dealt with feelings of being alone most of my life. I was ostracized in school as a young kid of being 'different'. I was always into things which were 'artistic' and loved classical music at a young age. I sang in boy choirs and knew about subjects such as interior design, fashion, music (mostly classical), and the like long before most of my peers. I was raised in the South and in a deeply Christian household so I had no reference at all for what it meant to be gay (or in my case, bisexual) so I felt I was alone, often. Like I was the only person in the world who was struggling and wanted to no be where I was and just sink in to the darkness and stay there, where I felt it was safe. Often, when I would start to feel this way; a song from my childhood would begin to play in my music brain. "Why are there so many, songs about rainbows...some day we'll find it...the lovers, the dreamers...and me" it felt like the song was bout me. The world generally fell into two categories: Lovers (who I wasn't allowed to be) and dreamers (who I couldn't be because I couldn't see my way out of the darkness) and me...alone. Still today, it is a serious trigger song for me. So, yeah, that's my story. I look foward to seeing this with you today Ashleigh.