I don't know if saying this is the right thing (Patreon)

I wrote a lot more at first but I am just not free to say. I have had extreme depression that's progressively gotten worse the past 2 years. I think my "treatment" has been a contributing factor. I am finding it hard to function. I am trying to grind on. I don't feel obligated to do patreon stuff, it helps and is often a good sign when I get stuff done. I always want to do more and be more connected. It has gotten to the point where my default is to not have many thoughts or feelings except negative ones. It's hard to have a personality, to have conversations, to come up with creative concepts. Anyway, I better stop now. Thank you for all you do. Edit: I really can't stress enough this isn't a thing that comes and goes but has become a fairly constant.