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Hi guys,

I'm sorry I've been slow with everything. Recently depression hits hard and I can hardly function normally like a human being. I've been having a hard time getting myself out of bed and off of suicidal thoughts, and even having friends around always willing to talk to me, it didn't help.

I do have a day job that involves me running around and cleaning up after people's mistakes because I am responsible for my own workers, and nowadays it has gotten worse due to the management system which takes more of my time for Patreon than ever.

I am also diagnosed with possibly thyroids and my monthly cycle has been messed up, affecting my body and the rare times I have to do shoot and fan signs greatly. 

I've lost 20 patrons over the last few days and almost 100 this month because of me being slow. But I promise you guys that I'm trying to get better and catching up for those who are patient enough to stay. I am not skipping anyone's reward on purpose, it's just that I have no other assistant and 400+ items to send out a month could get a bit crazy... I just want you to know I'm not slacking off on purpose, I'm battling my hardest to come back to normal shape and deliver on time.

If you have any suggestion as to time managing or changing Patreon Tiers somehow to meet with deadlines better please feel free to let me know, I would really appreciate the feedback.

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Renpai

Will stay here with you!! Hang in there Hana-chan!! Stay strong!!

Anonymous

we are here for you

Christophe Perrin

Just take your time. Your health is more important than anything else.

Anonymous

We all understand here. Stay strong, stay healthy, and take care of yourself!

Anonymous

Hey hana don't worry about. Take your time, and get better than worry about us. I'm sure that we all care about your health enough to understand. ;IGY6

Anonymous

I'm part of a Patreon that we are just receiving March rewards. I don't mind waiting, as much as I appreciate the rewards, I stick with the Patreon to support. So just take your time and I hope you feel better soon!

Anonymous

So sorry for everything you're going through. Wishing you the best!

Anonymous

Take your time and your health is more important. Anyone who understands that will support you regardless and help you out in anyway that they can. We all support you for what you love doing. Sometimes life hits us with a curve ball thats hard to overcome. Believe me, I lost my father three weeks ago and its weighing heavy on me along with work stress that believe it or not, is the same situation as you so I get how you feel. Don't worry yourself over others. Take care of yourself. You are incredibly gifted person Hana. And you've got personality traits that make you even greater. Take your time, slow it down. Make yourself happy first and foremost. That's all that matters. You've got our support regardless. Remember that.

Yuri

Have you talked with a specialist about your depression? Talking with one might help

Anonymous

I'm going to stay here because I enjoy your content, and you are a very gifted person. Take as much time as you need and your true fans will still be here. Your health is very important so do what you need to do. You should look into seeing somebody about your depression and hopefully talking to somebody will hopefully help you out. You have all our support, remember that.

Anonymous

Your health is priority, people come and go, on here and in real life, or anywhere for that matter what's important are the ones who are still there for you. I too fight with depression on a daily basis so I can offer some form of empathy there, but usually people are understanding given the circumstances ... and the ones who don't? well then cut the losses and move on with the people still with you Hana. Don't give up on life or what you have to do, just FEEL better and do whatever you need to do in order to make that happen. <3

Anonymous

Hang in there! You're health is more important than anything else. Your true fans will still stick around regardless

Chris Luong

Love and Peace to you. Making sure your physical and mental health is in good order should be your top priority. If you have to take a break feel free to do so.

John Bazan

Oh my gosh...poor Hana! Please stay strong! We love you!

Levi Rabakku

hana, i love you, And as your admirer will be supporting you, your calm, you have to see for your health

Anonymous

please take care of your health, don't rush things all the time, take time to relax.

Anonymous

Don't worry.I'll support you.

H3ntaiconnoiss3ur

I really hate your going through this and I hope things get better for you soon. You will always have my full support.

Anonymous

I was one of your patreons a mounth ago... my financial situation change a lot, I have some big troubles in my home, and I think I can undestand you a little bit... Im a big fan of your lovely work, when I see you DVA Cosplay the first time I fall in love with it, and you are the firt and only cosplay I really support¡ you are amazing and we can see the love you put on all your shoots. As a fan, I really feel relive reading this post, you need take care a little more, take a little more time for yourself. I love your work¡ you are an amazing girl, take care¡

Anonymous

That is a very important advice. Never worry alone.

Anonymous

Sorry to hear about your snags and battles you are facing. Unfortunately, I can't really offer up much except my support to you on here and where else I follow you. You are awesome! Do what you need to for yourself. Do the impossible, see the invisible, row row fight the powah! :)

Anonymous

I now feel like an idiot for leaving... I thought you were getting lazy, my bad. I re-subscribed. Take care of yourself, Hana.

Anonymous

Take care Hana. Don't think of useless thoughts. Remember that you have fans who love and adore you no matter what. Get well and stay strong.

Anonymous

I like to show my support by keeping my pledge and keeping to the shadows. I rarely comment but after reading this I couldn't not say something. I deal with depression also, so I can understand a bit of what you're going through. Suicidal thoughts are a constant struggle for me, but I dig deep within myself to stay positive enough to go on another day. Accepting your depression and understanding how the depressed brain works helps a lot towards breaking the cycle of depression. Keep your head up, remember we are all here supporting you, and above all know that you have it within yourself to be happy. Happiness comes from within your own heart. Don't lose hope, Hana! Peace and love to you <3

Anonymous

just take your time Hana, your health is always the number one priority.

Anonymous

The fam still here Hana, so do take care of urself. Ur health is what comes first! Lmk if there's anything I can help you with.

Anonymous

I'm still here, your loyal fan is still here!!!

Anonymous

You make great sets Hana

Debot Mekan

Hana-Bunny, I wish I could say something significant. This all sounds pretty serious. Please stay close to your friends and family. Talk about these issues, that is truly all it takes, you don't need to make a greater effort other than just talking. Even the least likely to listen might pay attention and even relate somehow. You should know that you aren't alone. Don't let this all pile up, Bunny-chan. Please be well, ok? <3

Anonymous

All I've got to say it don't push yourself too hard, but whenever problems occur just let us know and we'll support you, most of us here have sympathy and empathy, we'll understand, because like you we also have our lives affected by problems as well. This is one patron you won't be losing! x :)

Anonymous

I know its been almost two months since you posted this, but I hope you are doing better now. Do what you need to do to keep your mental and physical health at its highest, in the end, YOU are always more important than anything else in this world.