#help (Patreon)

Hi guys! I'm sorry to post this here. I know you're all already helping so much by supporting me here, and I'm so grateful to all your kindness. But I'm in a little desperate situation right now. I'm planning to leave home as soon as possible due to family complications. I don't really have to go, but I already feel that it's taking a toll on me to stay here even longer. 

I need help in funding my own work laptop that could support 3d modeling, so I could still continue working and pay for my expenses once I leave.
If, you have a little extra here's my paypal for donations.

link to my post the night after the incident (July 06,2021)

My mom already had her checked with a cardiologist, as it was her chest that she used as an excuse why she suddenly manhandled us. The results turned out normal. And, they are still refusing to have her checked with a psychiatrist to get the help she really needs (as this is not the first time that she lost it — there was also a recent incident where she tried to deconstruct our wifi box and a neighbor's wifi extension. And, she also threatened my mom w a knife waaaaaay before the pandemic ), even when I begged them. It only seems to me now that they just want to brush this off and blame it on ourselves for making "noises" and not giving her everything she demands from us.

I have a few options where to stay for a little while, but I'm having troubles w finding a place where they could also accommodate my dogs. I want them to come with me, because they're my source of calm right now, I'm also scared that she might hurt my dogs if no one's looking.

thank you so much for your kind understanding