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I want to share with you. There was too much stress and changes lately in my life and the last one was 7 year old relationships that are over now. It was something that totally ruined my weak mental stability. ( lots of reasons you know . War, relocation, army, did saw my family for 5 month already , loosing everything you lived for for past few years and more )

Thats why I didn’t post much lately.

At some point i wanted to drop everything but now i look back and realise how wrong i was. I have a doctor that heals and leads me now. He said i have to use 3 different types of pills for a year at least. I would like to keep details but it looks like i had this mental issue for a long time. It just turned in to a mess for past 5 month . Good news - pills will help me because it is not something that you can heal by talking with a psychologist on a couch .

Anyway, i feel much much better now . Feeling more focused on work. ( Finally I’m able to focus for more than 20 minutes ) I have a lot of ideas in my head and I don’t feel empty anymore. And i know that i will feel better and better each day.


I just want to say thank you for staying with me . I wish i could give you guys a hug. Some times i think about it before sleep. Internet is a good thing but yeah , i wish i could meet people that love my work in real life. Stay out from the shadow.  I hope one day when the war is over and man can leave the country i will travel and meet some of you for a coffee.

P.S.  M E G A N  I S  B A C K


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Domcha

It's good to hear you're doing better, get some coffee and continue to look towards the future

calidola

Yo', Chelo, I hope everything keeps getting better and better for you. Day by day, as people say. The support and engage from the community comes from the believe in your work; keep trying, day by day.. as they say ☺️. PD. Pic #1. Top Notch 👌

Furf

Stay safe and sane out there, my good man. You'll make it through.

Darallex

Always here with love and support I hope it doesn't take to long for things to get better and the world to starts healing and maybe if the universe aligns the right way we might be able to say hi to each other.

Bedlam Fox

Stay strong and know we're all here for you

PsyMar

Very nice and shapely toriel. Clearly the workouts are paying off!

Leon K

*virtualy hugs you* &lt;3

aj murry

Yay thanks for bringing megan back, also thanks for being so open

iP4ndas

Wish I was that towel hope you doing alright tho

Slikfiji

I'm happy you found a doctor who can help you. I take medication prescribed by a doctor too, it's a good thing.

Anonymous

I love the goat mommy if you can do more please

Zek Min

So glad you got a treatment that you needed. Psychiatric medication is absolutely necessary for some people (me included).