random au sketches (Patreon)

i decided to delete 44diccu tier yesterday, and while i have a lot of commissions in queue, i feel better knowing that even if i take a day off from drawing them, more wont appear..

it's been very hard to draw for myself the past month, tbh it's been hard to exist with the stress of feeling like i'll never catch up with the work amount i choose to take, losing the joy in drawing little by little

after i made the decision, i managed to sleep easy

and now, sketching things feels easier again

i feel that i made the right decision, and i wanna work hard to finish the commissions i have, and then find a healthy way to do more.. because, i really enjoy doing them ;-; thank you once again for everyone who ever pledged to 44diccu tier!! ♥