a text post situation update but i added a picture to it to make it look less boring (Patreon)

(idk who she is or why i drew her)

so, i've been very consumed by Mental Illnesses as of late. i mean, i always am, but even more so than usual. (idk, i feel like i make this kind of posts every 6 months or so, so maybe it's not "more than usual")

anyway, some of you may remember how i applied to the trans clinic years ago (2021) and, after all this time and multiple visits there + a lot of interviews, they have concluded that i am.... too mentally ill to transition. they will not give me my diagnosis, and thus, i am legally not allowed to transition.

so, i guess/hope that it's understandable that i am fucking devastated. dunno what to do, really. trying very hard to survive each day. it's been pretty hard to do anything at all, but. i'm trying.

you might've noticed i've been posting a little less as of late. i've tried to keep creating, because it helps me feel better, but. there's been a bit of a slower pace, even though i've tried to not let my despair show. i apologize for that, and thank everyone who's sticking around for their patience with me.

one day at a time.