❤️ I Think It Might Be To Time to Move On ❤️ (Patreon)

I honestly wonder if I should take all the recent stuff as a sign to move on. Not instantly, of course. You can't do that when you have dependents, but maybe in the foreseeable future, I should think about doing another kind of job.

I dunno. I'm just kinda rambling because I don't talk about work with my family much. Whatever I do, I appreciate you guys a lot.

Sometimes, the job is an absolute joy, but other times the negativity of being online is just fecking draining. To clarify, I'm not a victim of the job. These are all my choices, I own them, I just feel like it's okay to be honest about not being sure what to do next. Half the time I'm just suspended in anxiety wondering if the next audio will do well or if someone'll send me a weird message. I just... ah, life, eh?

Anyway, we're all just cells floating around in a universe too vast to comprehend. I know this stuff is all just a big bunch of nothing. It's not that big of a deal. It's just noisy and I find writing things down helps.

Just know none of us have much figured out. We go through good patches and bad ones. And that's okay. We'll keep going, even if it looks totally different than before. We find a way.