❤️ Apologies Got Overwhelmed❤️ (Patreon)

I thought offering the position would be a sensible idea. But honestly, now I have an impending sense of doom.

Yep, me in a nutshell.

Okay, I'm gonna go back to being vacant in my bedroom.

Sorry for being so scrambled. I'm really trying to figure stuff out, but fear and anxiety and a sense of doom keep getting in the way.

I know we've all been there. And I know that I am so incredibly privileged and lucky in so many ways, and in a way, that makes feeling worried and scared feel even worse. I've been in way worse circumstances than my current ones, and yet I'm still me, and it can be hard.

I really am sorry. You've probably never had such a messy, emotionally-needy creator before.

But this is definitely not a pity party. You guys are awesome and I appreciate your appreciation of my ability to fake orgasms (and some wholesome stuff too).

Anyway, sorry I'm a constant flight risk.

Appreciate you and would love to one day be more confident.