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Had a really shit day. Intrusive thoughts, flashbacks, anxiety, boring PTSD nonsense.

I know I struggle a lot and I’m sorry. I have a lot of responsibilities, support three households because my family is fractured, strained and essentially just… recovering from my dad.

I really am sorry that I get overloaded a lot. On top of Teacup, I have my other voice work, and a lot of family responsibility. Everyone needs help and it can honestly be so exhausting. All that being said, I can’t imagine I’d be alive without my family.

Wish I had a better point besides, we’re dealing with 20+ years of abuse and shame and shit, but that’s the truth. I know everyone deals with stuff like this, and it’s not an excuse for not getting stuff dome. The thing is I am constantly doing stuff, not Teacup stuff, but constantly here, there, managing all the little fires.

Short and the bottom of it is, I’m sorry I’m not doing more. I want to. I‘m just constantly pulled in the other direction. I’ve lost A few things because of it, but I know I need to set better boundaries and start thinking a little more for myself.

Fuck. This feels like such a whiny bitch post. Just felt like being honest. Apologies to the people who just come here for the porn.

Stay safe, be gentle with yourself, and remember that I’m a fucking mess also. Doesn’t mean we’re not worth showing up for ❤️