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I am a woman who makes porn. Voice porn, yes, but it's still porn. I am not ashamed of making porn. I am ashamed that I live in a world where people can happily consume pornography and then condemn the women in the porn. 

There are people who have consumed my content, messaged me with nothing but hate, threats of sexual assault, violence, breaking into my home and killing me and my husband. 

I have been sexually assaulted throughout my childhood. I am no stranger to violence against women. And that is exactly why I will never, ever stop talking about the change that needs to happen.

If you don't enjoy pornography that's absolutely your choice. I'm not trying to glorify porn. I'm trying to normalise it and more importantly humanise the people who make it. Because we are fucking human. 

We wake up, do our jobs, raise our families, pay our taxes, and do the best we can with what we have. 

If you consume porn, including my porn, but think I am less than, then please do not give me money. Do not consume my content and do not share your opinions with me. 

I voice porn because I'm comfortable voicing porn. I can make a living out of it, and maybe I can even do some good showing that sex isn't the fucking holy grail of human experience. Its body parts going into other body parts. And we all need to start acting like it. 

If we continue to talk about porn, the people in it, and try to break this narrative that these women are dirty, we will save lives. So many women go missing, are raped, even killed because someone believed they weren't "good girls". 

All women deserve safety and respect. Even the ones you jerk off to, yes. 


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June

Thank you

Anonymous

#Facts

Bryan Martinez

When will people learn to mind their own business

Pbc98

I honestly dont understand why you'd threaten someone as positive as tea and her (lucky) husband

Mike Taylor

I certainly hope that law enforcement is being brought in with regards to the threats. An English YouTuber I used to follow had to get the Florida Department of Law Enforcement involved in stopping one of her stalkers.

Monkee Boy

Well said Tea. And I'm sorry you've had to deal with nonsense like that.

iceknight55

Good work Tea, we're all human. Keep up the good work. Much love to you!

Anonymous

I've never understood someone's need to consume a product they hate, and then feel they have a right to voice why they hate it to the creator. If you don't like it...don't buy it, it's that simple and everyone is saved a headache.

Anonymous

Woman who do porn for a job have right to make that choice. Itā€™s their bodies and should be respected for trying to make a living no matter the method

Anonymous

Nothing but facts

NotMyName

You bring happiness and entertainment to thousands. That's MORE than many people can say, not less. I don't know the mental profile of anyone who would go out of their way to threaten someone not involved in their life for doing something they disagree with, but they only deserve the respect they give. And you deserve to feel safe in your work and home. Here's to ethical porn production and universal / generous human respect.

Phoenix Brave Hideki

Your absolutely right Tea and sorry that you and your husband had to deal with crap. Always stay cool Tea.

Mika Koverola

Wise words, thank you Tea

Blindluck92

It's genuinely tragic to hear you have to deal with that, Tea. Especially because you're not the only one. People don't like to acknowledge it, but it's true. You're wonderful, Tea. Never forget that.

Brooms17

I used to listen to your stuff exclusively on YouTube. Ever since the jump to Patreon, my opinion of you has not changed. You're still an amazing voice artist, who makes some great audios. The fact that it just so happens you also make lewd ones doesn't change a goddamn thing about that. You'll still an amazing voice artist, who makes some great audios. :)

Ryan Oneill

As an author I'm trying to establish that porn is an act of love between 2 people and should be treated and looked upon as such. As a heavy believer in monogomy. You are a huge inspiration to my unpublished work. If I ever do publish... (I doubt it) I'll cite you as an inspiration. I hope you don't mind but I have referenced you and your work. I've always used your videos as research and inspiration for characters. I realise I'm talking about books that likely won't ever see the light of day but you are referenced in them... If I ever pluck up the courage you'll probably be the reason why. I am a male who has been raped by a male my older cousin your videos helped me face that... I have felt the brunt of male toxicity... Your videos help me face that. My mother is an alcoholic and I've felt the brunt of that. I've experienced a lot of hate and you taught me not to spread the hate I received... Your wholesome degeneracy has inspired me to write stories about characters who fall in love and have sex and love each other. Some fantasies should have a chance to be reality true love should be one of them. On that note. Life.. happens. Hate and threats and violence are never the answer to that. I was in a long distance relationship for 8 long years. I fight for a fantasy. That humanity embraces porn. Love. Monogomy for those that want it... Not everyone does. Overall I write a message of universal acceptance. No matter colour creed or preference and the reason for that is you. Sorry but true. I know unpublished manuscripts probably don't count. But your dialogue.. your scripts.. make me write the kind of characters I believe would say those sort of things. If I could plagiarize I would in a heartbeat. But alas I write my own work. The point to this essay is. Don't stop believing and fighting tea. One day you'll wake up and find an army on your side. I've said this before and say it as many times as it takes. You are a real hero to me.

Lilah

I completely agree with you, Tea. šŸ’œ

Jeremy Knight

I find it interesting that people hate others because they do porn or do audio porn. People are so flip floppy when it comes to women being sexually active. If anything I find it pretty amazing that women do it to have others to jack off to since there will always be people (like me) who don't have access to real sex. People threatening you and your husband is way too far, it's just audio porn.

Robin

Agreed 100%, preach Tea.

Exl Kaldra

As a man I basically grew up believing that women wanted nothing to do with sex, and have absolutely no desire for it. This is one of the reasons I believe that sex is just a bonus to the relationship. so It absolutely surprised me when alot of my female coworkers would go into great detail about their sex life. At one point in my life I believe that a majority of the women in porn were forced to do it for one reason or another. I know that most of those women enjoy making porn as much as I enjoy consuming it.

Snow Goon

I am so sorry you are subjected to that kind of person's vitriol and hate. You are an incredibly strong person to put up with it, even as disgustingly unjustified as it is. Love ya!

Connor (Hornzz)

Very well said, it's such a shame that this is the mindset in and outside of the internet nowadays. The important thing is to focus on yourself and what you love to do. and that's clearly creating all this amazing, creative content you have. Whether I prefer to hear you being wholesome, or prefer you to be erotic is down to personal choice, but I would never have a vendetta against you for doing what you want, and doing things to please the community. We'll be here to back you 1000%!

Cullen Nash

We 100% respect you, Tea. ā¤ļøšŸ™

KevinSteeg

I've you pay for you're own way in this world, working an honest job. Honest meaning contributing to society and not taking away from it by stealing, robbing, dealing or hurting others, you've got my respect.

KevinSteeg

My insight on people who listen to the audioporn and watch the videos from only fans, just to spew hate and bile to the talent, these are people who usually do not love themselves and are in conflict with themselves. It's sad that instead of doing some reflection on their own issues and deal with personal demons they go after people who really not deserve that kind of hate. The one thing I can say to Tea and all the others who get hated on: the hatefull comments are usually made by people who are talking to themselves, not at you. The positive commands are made by people who are talking to you. So ignore the haters and belief in the love and compliments from the rest.

Anonymous

It's really disgusting that there's a tendency from some people to think that women who engage in sex work / porn are somehow public property. I'm sorry that anyone would send those awful messages. Hope you're doing okay and are taking time to look after your own health. All your fans are behind you Tea

Scary Meunster

The problem with fixing it is that porn is essentially selling yourself on the most intimate level possible - this leaves things in a position where youā€™re both the product and the producer. Some people just donā€™t respect the things they buy. Honestly though, I donā€™t care what they do. I sincerely believe that the hate comes from a place of legitimate care, as weird as that might sound. I imagine it stems from people who have had the mythical idea of sex control their lives, and everything they see is a reminder of their shortcomings. However, life being what it is, these kinds of people probably donā€™t have any outside coping mechanisms outside of masturbating to other people, and project the hate of their situation and despair of their likely crippling dependency on seeing other people achieve the dreams and fantasies that define their lives and the haunting feeing of inadequacy. It feels horrible to be alone, and misery loves company. These people would probably kill to be you, to be able to at least pretend to have sex in front of a microphone instead of constantly getting rejected and being lonely. I think the idea that they hate porn and the people in it isnā€™t the root of it - I think itā€™s because they *need* porn, and they *want to be* the people in it. They firmly believe that if they could just have what you have and live the life you live, theyā€™d be perfectly happy. Obviously that isnā€™t happening anytime soon, so they get angry. Angry at themselves for not being attractive or charismatic or emotionally intelligent enough to have someone care about them the way they see in porn, and eventually it spirals into a hate of you and other ā€œactorsā€ because you are all these things in their eyes and have everything everyone else refuses to give them. You seem like the perfect woman, so I can see it being easy to develop a sense of something sinister being at play once theyā€™re far enough gone. You post so many positive messages so often it almost comes off as cheesy sometimes, so reaching the mindset of ā€œsomeone who has everything I want and acts perfect towards everyone must be lying to meā€. I sincerely pity someone who is so far in their own head that they canā€™t even find joy in the only things that keep them going sheerly out of the fear that their own inability to find love makes them inhuman or unlovable. I donā€™t think telling them off will do anything but perpetuate the narrative that they canā€™t be loved or hold value to others. I think they deserve an apology; just a quick ā€œIā€™m sorryā€ for rolling the dice and claiming all the things they ever wanted and leaving them empty-handed, and whatever comfort can be provided. Thatā€™s just my thoughts on it. My insight is limited, and this was just from my own personal experience with how some people cope and what hero worship can lead to. Each situation is different.

Drinking_Buddy

Agreed, complete respect. I'd say more, but currently I am still at work.

Finley Cartmell

How tf you gonna bust a nut to something and be like >:( fuck this woman and her family. People's brains make no sense to me.

TeacupAudio

I see logic in some of what you're saying and appreciate your insight, but I will not apologise for saying "hey, it's not fucking okay to send me or other women who voice, write, perform porn, death threats." As for an apology, I sincerely do not feel I have to apologise to anyone who would do that. I hear, see and feel a lot of the loneliness that these people might be feeling. The problem is we all feel lonely, we all feel hard done by, we all feel pain and anger and like the world has done us wrong. The difference is MOST of us don't take it out on strangers. Yes, some people are too far gone and they should be pitied, but still held to the same standard of "don't be an arsehole" just like everyone else. And if we're saying they can't be held to that standard then they need medical and police intervention. Everyone feels pain and everyone feels angry about something in their lives. But most of us know that it's up to us to take personal responsibility over that, not attack and threaten strangers. As for being ā€œthe perfect womanā€, I really do not feel I project that image. I post positive things, let people know itā€™s okay to feel what theyā€™re feeling, but Iā€™m always incredibly honest that I do not find my life, the things that have happened to me, or even particularly where Iā€™m at easy. Iā€™ve been depressed for years, been open and honest about my struggles with sex, intimacy, anorexia, family issues, etc. I do this not only because itā€™s the truth, but also to show that everyone goes through shit, absolutely including people who put out positive things or create entertainment. Heck, most people who make things for other people do so because they want to see that stuff in the world. I canā€™t control how other people see me, but I sincerely do not project the idea of the perfect woman. There is no perfect woman and if there was it certainly wouldnā€™t be me. Iā€™m honest about the pitfalls of this job, of being a person, and certainly of being myself. There is no perfect woman here. There is no hero here, thereā€™s just someone whoā€™s tried to do the best with what sheā€™s been given. I, like absolutely everyone else have had to fight to get where I am, in both life and with myself. I am just as confused and unsure as every other fucker. I put out positivity because sometimes I canā€™t find it elsewhere and Iā€™m not about to let myself or other people down by spiralling and blaming everyone else for my problems. I am my problem and I encourage everyone else to look at themselves in the same way. I am my problem and Iā€™m also my solution. Not everyone will be able to see it that way. Not everyone is able to hold themselves accountable, but for those of us that can, we absolutely should. Apologies for this becoming so long, but Iā€™ve had a lifetime of people misunderstanding me (just like everyone else) and sometimes you just need to say what youā€™re feeling. And what I feel is: we have no idea what people have had to overcome to get where they are, so letā€™s not be a dick.

Iron Piedmont

You are one of the kindest and sweetest of souls I know. I'm so sorry that you receive such hatred from these hypocrites. You just continue in your quest of making our screwed up world a better place.

Michael Miller

I have nothing but respect for you, Tea. As long as no one is getting hurt in the process and the conditions are above board, a job is a job. That said, I will apologize if I sometimes overuse terms like hun or dear, I'm in my late thirties and just kinda look to those younger than me with a general optimism and almost brotherly love. I also fall back on dude, pal, buddy, and man quite a bit... I'm a product of the 80's, what can I say.

MuraMura

I honestly agree with you tea. The fact that people think less of women because they do porn is really stupid. And Tea I respect you so much and I love your content so much. Im sorry you had to deal with stupid threats like that from idiotic hypocrites. I have nothing but the utmost respect for you and what you do. You really help lots of people. You just keep doing you and don't let them sway you. We all love you tea and you do so much for us. You're like a beautiful ray of hope in this messed up world.

Anonymous

You're damn right Tea! I hate people who get off to the porn industry and then decide to ridicule the people making it. P.S. I'm sorry you have been through so much in you're life, and you along with you're family have received such disgusting threats.

cpt_yakitori

I sometimes get in a verbal fight with friends who act like that, because they consume it and have the audacity to then turn around and dehumanize the actors. As someone who wants to draw porn for a living I am especially vocal on the defence of it's production and others who opperate in this business.

Dalin

Tea, before anything else, I just wanted to say how absolutely incredibly brave you are. You not only have survived sexual trauma, threats, and hatred, but you still have the strength to take a stand and do/say what's right inspite of all that. You also are 120% right. Everyone deserves respect, help whenever they need it, and not just protection but some damn human decenty. It doesn't matter where you come from, what you look like, what you do, or how you live, we are all human and we all survive together.