AMA NINJA, FUCKING PORNO JEDI (Patreon)

Hiya. In short, now in order for me to do porn, I need to be as calm and unexcited as possible, which contradicts itself, at least for near future. It's just some kind of challenge, but where is the stake - your life if you lose ha-ha. Now I feel like some kind of Porno-Jedi.
It's funny that from the usual excitement from watching porn, or even fapping, there are no problems, but when I get down to work my heart starts to jump fucking out of my chest, I just don't understand how this fucking human body shit works at all ¯\_(ツ)_/¯