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Today June 10th it's the anniversary of the release of my first single "I'll Be Good" on 2016. I thought it'd be nice to celebrate it sharing with you the very first demo I recorded of the song on March 6th 2016. I outlined de music and melody two days before, and recorded this first demo vocals and mixed the demo on the same day at home in Madrid (Spain). That was fast, indeed. 

Mostly because I was very excited about the possibility of singing my own stuff on a music release for the first time in 21 years, and because every instrument and note I played, it made sense. I remember I sent this demo to Jose Spinnin and he encouraged me to finish it. The final version, the one that was released, was the 13th, but here you have, no makeup, the beginning. Enjoy!

Oh! I almost forgot. This cover pic was one of the options we considered before opting for the definitive one, more mysterious.

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Anonymous

Really Love this! Thank you for sharing this! :)

Anonymous

Dear Ben, HOW EXCITING!!! Happy anniversary !!! WE hope that you have finally found the freedom to be the musician you had buried deep down inside you for so long 21 years!! YOU found the courage and strength from your beloved Jose Spinnin to be able to push Juan Belmonte to the side and to let "Benjamin Koll' step out front from behind his shadow and command center stage where he has longed to be shining in the bright lights.....blessing the world with his talents and musical abilities and passion to sing!!! Keep on doing whatever it takes to motivate you and lifts your spirits and helps to give you a reason to get out of bed each day and energizes you to be ALL that you can be and feel empowered by that freedom to be YOU!!! BEAR hugs and wet slobbery kisses from 'Santa Steve' and "MoonBEAR'

benjaminkoll

Thank you for your beautiful words. You know that reminded me of a dear friend that sadly passed away five years ago and from whom I learned a lot. He was a glorious drag queen and told me a theory he had. He said we're all born with "slave names". This names weight on us and don't allow us to grow as we should. He told me I would know my real "free" name when I first hear it, and so it was. Benjamin is my real self, the first time in my life I feel free and compelled to be better. It's a new found freedom, and I only wish my friend would have lived to see this, he would have loved it, I know. It's for guys like him that we need to keep opening roads and hearts. <3

Anonymous

Pues sin maquillar ya sonaba grande. Todo un acierto en su conjunto 👌