I am running out of positive attitude… (Patreon)

The rain here is so very depressing. I just sit in my RV every day, day after day… feels like I’m just waiting for nothing. This is not healthy. (Which is why I almost gave up yesterday and booked it to Idaho). But I had to cancel my own birthday plans in Aberdeen tomorrow. And the added even more rain next week… My channel is dying now with my videos almost live now. And what can I do? Last year this area broke records for no rain and heat this time of year. No matter where I go, I always, always, always find the record breaking nonstop rain. And it’s the only thing I don’t want in my life. It makes it impossible to travel and enjoy the outdoors when it just never stops raining. I lost it a few times this past week. I quit a drinking on Tuesday and didn’t set a time frame, but this is really challenging right now. I have to keep faith that the rain must stop one day here…