Just got some sad news. Heart broken (Patreon)

Right after the race conclusion, my dad called me to say that my Grandpa had passed away. So, all 4 grandparents, and my brother in 5 years ALL WHILE AWAY FROM HOME. I wish I could say it gets easier, but loss has played HAVOC on me lately and I'm just exhaused and depressed by losing those I love non-stop. This pain is overwhelming again and I find myself wondering if I'm doing the wrong thing out here on the road. I told Dad I would see him Fathers Day, and called Mom to say I'll be home by Mothers Day. I need to see my family, so please don't send your anti-Washington hate my way. This is my life, and I'm torn and I miss my family.