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dont force yourself to read that, i just wanna say something incase this will help me to draw more
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feel various bad feelings lately, cant even focus on rest, watching or playing something - everywhere i see someone's artworks, half - unconsciously comparing myself with them,realizing how insignificant i am (maybe this will sound weird, but this is the main reason why i start trying to draw, trying to draw something similar to favorite artists is cool, but my own ideas seem not interesting for me most of the time). i dont like what i do lately, cant even draw commissions because i dont like sketch results that i have. idk how people constantly making art, its easy to take bad mood or artblock. i should just chill and do what i can, but i always think how i can improve drawing(which make results even worse probably) try some colors, overpaint here and there, this all not work, i dont like it, cant find that balance for drawing to make all parts work, dont want to post/repost few commissions that i done lately because of all that, my rough and messy sketches look better, but i understand this is not the way if i want to continue to draw probably..