Back from Camp! (Patreon)

I spent many years as a young kinkling hearing crazy stories from camp and seeing people's massive bruises. Mine are pretty small because I don't bruise easily but they came from two unearthly beautiful fetish models so I think they're great.

This was easily the best kink event I've gone to ever. I started out on Thursday with three scenes back to back and then had at least one scene every day for the rest of the weekend. I managed to balance my topping and bottoming and took the most intense beating I've had in a long time. But more importantly I did it all while taking good care of myself, which has been hard in the past. I tend to work overtime to please people, which can be really detrimental in kink scenes (and, you know, life.) It's something I struggle with, especially in kink. One's wants have to be flexible when you're a pro-domme. And long ago I was in a very abusive kinky relationship where communication and discussion of my wants and needs were very actively suppressed. So I'm glad I spent the weekend being very clear and specific about what I did and did not want to do.
My former abuser was at the event but, unlike last year, it didn't fuck with my head too much. My adrenal gland still firmly believes that I need to punch him and never stop punching, but my logical mind is a bit more zen.

It was a great vacation and something I really think I needed. It'll be a while before I can move without hurting, but I feel revitalized in other ways. And I can't wait to dive into more work.