general update (Patreon)

i apologise for the lack of content. on top of everything i decided to quit smoking (i can't really afford it anymore, both financially and health-wise) and i've been on withdrawal for more than a month now. 
the brain fog is horrible and persistent, i can't focus and struggling to perform any complex mental tasks properly. feels like i just observe my existence at this point. i dont know when my brain will adjust. 
i hope to get back to drawing soon (well i have to, i'm too broke to be able to just do nothing and detox/rehab for months). but atm i really feel like nothing.

i am very sorry.