【11.24.2022】kikuo cover Demo/WIP + Life Blog/Update (Patreon)

TLDR;
Gonna take my precious time on this kikuo cover, so hopefully by next week is the final version! (Note: Mixing is experimental, so careful your ears)

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Life update:

Hello! Sorry for the last post. As you can see my drawing here, that's what I've been going through lately. I got two Tetos on my shoulders.

There's just days that I really felt like doing covers and there's just days that I don't wanna.

I'm pretty sure you can relate that forcing yourself working or doing something that you're not feeling it was just really unpleasant and frustrating.

To be honest, it becomes a little bit of a chore when I do full versions of covers.
(MIDI->Write UST lyrics/Arrangement->Tuning->Mixing->Video-edit->Upload->Repeat). Although that's how it always works, I should really stop treating it like 'work'.

That's why I recently did some small random remix jams because it's very fun and very new. I'm quite excited about it because next year probably I'll be making my own instrumentals.

I tried to become active as much as I can, but I'm not that kind of creator who just tweets or post about random stuff everyday. So I apologize if I wasn't posting really much.

I'm just scared that every time I don't post anything, I might lose patrons.. and I blame myself for everything. Am I not good enough? Am I not doing service well? etc.

But in the end of the day, it was only just my doubts and insecurities because despite all of them, I'm always glad and super blessed to have supporters like you and having this career to happened. Thank you for not giving up and continuously believing on me!

Kikuo cover ("Aishite, Aishite, Aishite" full ver.)

I was actually in the verge of giving up on the cover because of those days I forced myself to make progress, but this time, I decided to finish it and take my precious time since I've found potential. I felt like this is a good prank to post the full version before Christmas day lols

Like I've said, no rushing. Although originally I planned to post the full version before November ends. When the time comes, the time comes.

Future covers/content for December

I'm planning to do 'Snow Halation' Teto cover for Christmas week and I'm thinking if it's time for another version of 'Lost One's Weeping' cover. Hmm.. well, whatever I feel to cover, I'll just do it.

But dang, it's the last month already, so I'll do my best!

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Thank you very much again for your support!
Despite also the critics and haters, I'm super blessed for counting on me!

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