A lil bit of my month and life with a personal text!!(Next month I will be very active, I swear!) (Patreon)

Hello my lovely Cherries! How are you? 

Being sick just did me lost in time, I thought today was 29th and not 31th. :( So on >Monday< I will send everything, if I don't send on 2nd June ok? 

Anyway I want to share about what I am doing this month. This month is just special and a sweet restart of my life. So many many things happened to me and I just lost a bit in my online life because has been so many years since I was active outside the internet (January 2020 was my last month being active in my normal life). Even on last year I started many "normal things", it was a year to start to take care of me. 

This month I just started to do dancing class. Yoga, Pilates, Pole Dance, Belly dancing is some things I am doing! I am loving and enjoying. This is making my body feeling alive and health again! Also I started to work outside in a theater as scenography assistant and this is amazing, because I am back doing something of my academic degree!! I am working in a Frozen kids theather and I am too happy because of that. I am doing many cute things and remembering why I love so much doing scenography!

I am sewing and got some cosplays that will not wear for lewding, I am so excited to make many shoots and be happy on anime cons wearing them!! ^×^ 

Also I am starting to take care of my health in another aspects too and taking care of my strong social anxiety... Has been hard to going out to work and talk with people, but I am being better more and more! Also I am taking care to not pull off an all nighter working working working, to not sleeping for 1-2 hours or something like 7 hours for the whole week, I am eating even better now and trying to having some cool hours to only fun (like playing, watching doramas, just chill). Looks like small or normal things, but since 2020 my lifestyle was hard and shit to me because I had/having strong mental health problems. :( Eromodeling was the thing who help me to be alive, but I want to back being the same Haru I was in the past, or a better version of me now!

I was taking care of me little by little in the last year, but now I am trying hard to be even better! So this month is being truly important to me, I am trying to not feeling sad because I just lost hands in my online life and neglect to post freebies and show my new work, but in june I will sure make a calendar to post and be better on social medias. Manager Z will help me and this time I will not say no for the help. XD

Ah! Me and Manager Z will work in a big anime convention as artists on alley in july!  I am too happy and we are running to make new things, fanarts, accessories etc!

Thats it! Sorry for the long text. You guys saw me in a rough times and I want to share my progress to be better! ^×^

Of course all of this will impact my eromodeling life. FOR BETTER. Because eromodeling is something I do because I love and being better in my health means being better in my sets. I can't wait for next months and be able to make many amazing things to my Cherries. 

Thanks for everything, I love you all!