Update of my life, health, future... (Patreon)

Hi Cherries how are you?

I tried to rest this carnaval but well... Some other bad things happened. The lock on the door at home broke, I was stuck at home and I had an appointment, the locksmith charged R$500 to fix the door, then he broke some things at home and my cell phone screen (and my cellphone is a bit shit too lol). My notebook is showing more serious problems just like my old one that broke from one hour to another... X.x

Also some things went a little wrong in my offline work and I also did a beautiful Shogun shoot, testing the old camera that Pyon lent me.  But, unfortunately, when we look at the photos on the laptop, the photos are a bit lower quality than my old camera (but this one I would can deal with it)  but the video quality is AVI and the video has a very bad quality, I can't use it and my hard work with this shogun set and scenario was gone. 😞

These various things going wrong all together (I can't talk about everything because some of them are very personal) caused me panic attacks and terrible anxiety.  I'm going to apply for a loan to buy an pc and new camera, because I feel very sad for not being able to shoot content the way it was before and I know that this is more me pushing myself than something that you would be bothered about. 😞
And since I work with camera and also  not only for the lewd job, it's very important to me.

Well, just saying all those things because this affect directly my work here. And maybe I will be slow to be active and reply.

I edited the Hutao set and I will send tomorrow the photos (because my mind is a shit now) together with the SAMPLES, but the video I will send on 2nd March with the  Daily Lewd Pack #2!

Sorry for a sad post, but I will be okay. Thank you for everyone who is here supporting me, this means everything to me.