My camera is broken, please read :( The Special tiers are up (are 2 tiers different this time and doing something I never did for her on "Special Tier Type S"... >\\\\\<) (Patreon)

This is a pic minutes before the camera turn off forever. x_x We tried to do the set anyway but a large amount of the photos I can't put on the set.

TL;DR: The january and some next month content is already done, but My camera is broken, I really need your support ever than never to keep working. I have new HD content read for until march, but a new camera is about $3k and I barely earn $300/month with eromodeling.

I will keep my plans of January Nier Automata Special Tier because fortunately I have done all the content before my camera brokes.

The content of this month just break all my boundaries and I was able to go for a next level of my softp content.

The detailed explain, I will be thankful if you can read this:

My camera has 9 years old. I won it in a raffIIe 9 years ago of an interior design photography course. It's because this camera I started on Youtube, doing photoshoots, eromodeling.

Yesterday while I was shooting some January and next months content, the camera started to  spoil the photos with a white belt in the middle of them, I wasn't able to finish my main set that I chose that room specially for Kokomi and so the camera turn off forever. I wasn't able to do half of the content I planned for Kokomi's set and I am feel sad. :(

I am feeling the worst and this is why I was absent until today. I don't have money to buy a new camera right now. A new camera is about $3k (yes, here in Brasil everything is expansive like a hell and it's totally insane and unfortunately we can't do anything about that. It's also a big no-no to just buy anything cheap, because I was about decreasing my quality photos after years increasing my content and since I work with videos, buying a cheap camera will make me need to buy another again soon) and I barely get $300 per month with all my eromodeling sites. I really love to eromodeling, I never stopped just because is something I love and made me alive in my worst times, not because of the money, since sometimes I spent more money to make something and don't earn enough.

You know. I have more jobs besides eromodeling not because I love to be a workholic (I would love my work was only my hobbys but…), but yes I am not a big model that can live with that, I have many things to do besides here to be able to pay my bills and buy food. My dreams since 2017 is being able to live as eromodel, I was able to make a lot of dreams here because you guys, spending my eromodeling money for more photo equipaments, more cosplays to new content, buy stuff to do my scenarios. When I say your support means the world to me, it's really really true.

My notebook (I don't have a desktop :/) have 5 years and started to show problems a while, my cellphone started to turn off from time to time… I was trying to save money to buy a desktop to me (Has been like 12 years without a desktop, just with notebook), but I had to leave it there to save it for my cell phone, since if it turned off out of nowhere I wouldn't be able to work. I had to use the money to replace something else that broke at home and because our cat had to go to vet with expansive medical exams and now with the broken camera, I don't have the money to buy any of these three things and I have to hope my laptop and cell phone don't die in the next 6-8 months.

Me and my husband (Manager Z) work a lot to pay the bills and be able to finally have a beautiful house with our beloved kitty Queijo (we move in January 2021), eromodeling was the pretty way to keep making our hobby and dreams. So our money together won't be enough to buy a camera soon. -_-

I was planning so many things this month and next ones, not only for my eromodeling but my sfw cosplay work… At least I already paid the photographers for some SFW-only shoots we was planning to do only for cosplay hobby for months and years (finally my Zootopia shoot will be done and I can't believe since I buy the cosplay 4 years ago XD). Those shoots will make me a bit happy and not thinking to much about the shit happened… But some places I was seeing to book for july/august for eromodeling maybe I will not be able to do.

Laura Pyon and her husband was the truly angels to me, they will lent to me their old camera for a while, this is why I would able to stay calm and not making anything sad. But you know, I can't spend so much time with someone else's camera, especially since we need a new camera for our other jobs that envolving youtube and photography and it won't be possible with this one because it's a bit old and have many limitations, also I don't feel comfortable to use in all ways the someone's camera. At least will help me a keep doing the next shoots without needing to taking out a loan. >_<

2023 just started very hard to me and I am trying to take a deep breath and carry on.

I am just here to say about that because this is directly about my work as eromodeling. I hate to say sad things here, I barely talk about the shit that happens to me and I only do it when this make me delay stuff or something like that, because I try to make my eromodeling happy to me and to you all.

Tomorrow I will start to show all the content of January. My plans was about start it on 1st but I haven't chance, so tomorrow I will begin to show the first pics, about the TWO special tiers of this month and my plans for next months.

Thanks for everyone who stay here in my sites, who likes my work and take care of me. I will try to get another offline work to be able to get a new camera soon and also will do a special set goal in my onlyfans/fansly with the same brake-boundaries of the Tier Two of Special Tier (called "Special Tier- Type S").

The only thing I ask is: if you have anything, even $10, I will be really really glad if you can spend with me from january to at least may, because it is the time I will try to get the much money I can to buy a new camera after june. If you can't, please like and support my work even with likes, coments, reblogs, this is great too and help me a really lot. >_< I am not here to ask donaates or something like that, I am just want to make you guys know what happened to me since is a bit serious and if you want to help me with money, you can buy my stuff. >_<

Thanks for reading and have a happy 2023, sorry to bring sad things for that. :(