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After after all these years I finally changed my subscription setting to official recommended setting. It'll be no difference if you're already joined. 

It's 2023 now ,I've been drawing for years(started doing patreon in 2016 iirc). I always have a very personal issue accepting compliments ," I like your OOO art ","I like you because you do OOO" ,this always make me feel weird .
Art is a psychological field and if you do it as your job ,it become complicated ,you can make people upset really easy.

I feel like a kind of responsibility when I draw for certain franchise ,like I have to live up to their expectations ,people want me to stay there ,to fill the need ,feed the hunger ,the voice of"I want you to draw something ,when will it happen" is always in my head when I post my drawing ,and I feel the relationship between me and my viewerbase is not healthy anymore.
(Important: I'm an Asian ,it's most likely because I'm not familiar with English and western culture so don't feel bad ,it's my own problem)

So I decide to stop drawing as a job ,turn it back to a hobby ,get back the pure joy about drawing milkers ,without expectation and pressure ,I'll start drawing whatever I like in my head.

Annnnnd I'm jobless now .Tbh ,my dream about drawing as a job had ended few years ago ,I struggled a lot to even out the lost every month ,I though I just kept going the wrong path.
If you still like a selfish person who's unable to fullfil your wish ,and you want to help me make a living ,I'll be happy ,let's be healthy together ,I draw and do all sort of creating almost everyday ,no travel ,no car ,no house ,no gf ,no pet ,no fancy wearing ,no smoke no alcohol ,so I don't cost much ,thanks for reading.