Here’s An Update & Apology. (Patreon)

At the top of this monologue, I just want to say thank you to all of you that are still currently and have been consistently supporting me on here. Your support has meant volumes that I cannot even remotely comprehensively emphasize and I will always, always appreciate it. Without you, I wouldn’t really be anywhere. I would probably just have disappeared by now.

March 2023 was not great for my output on this platform and part of the reason for that is because of some personal local domestic turmoil that had plagued me for the last couple weeks which absolutely obliterated my ability ,or I guess you could call it, willpower to post in here regularly. I have a lot of sketches and works in progress and some patron gifts that I want to provide— but things at home have just ruined my sense of wanting to go on.

In spite of my anxiety being as bad as it’s been since the start of 2020, I have been able to draw. I have not been able to post it. And I am sorry for that. My mind is frayed and a lot of my willpower has been broken. But I’m starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel. I do have a lot of art that I’m still very passionate about sharing. And I really do want to start showing you guys so much hopefully soon.

The TLDR of this is quite frankly that my life at home has been kind of awful lately. Not particularly for any relationship reason but just because well. Life is scary. The world is scary. And despite being the age I’m at, I’m just not equipped to prioritize drawing and posting to my Patreon when my mind only ever seems to be stuck worrying about what problem is going to come at me tomorrow.

But it seems like maybe hopefully that’s starting to end. Soon I can start providing you guys some really quality stuff that you guys will enjoy. Because I already have a lot of things lined up.

So I guess basically just wish me the best. Because I do want to show you guys the stuff that I’ve got going on. And hopefully I can do that soon in droves. It’s just that last little while has been really tough for me. And I’m sorry.