A bit of an update (Patreon)

Hi everybody! Just wanted to share a few things with you.

1. You've noticed I've started my 2nd channel called ''Cinema With H'' where I'm going to react to movies. I have another Patreon for that channel, but if ever you wish to see a full length reaction to a certain movie I reacted on that channel and you happen to be in the same level tier here, just give let me know and I'll send you a link :) 

For example, you're here in the $10 tier and I offer full-length reactions at Cinema With H also for $10. So instead of being a double patron, just let me know if there's a movie that I've reacted to that you would like to see the full length version, and I'll send you the link in a Patreon message :)

2. I'm in this weird place where my motivation for anything is super low. It feels crappy and I try to push it sometimes, sometimes it works, but more often than not, I find myself stopping the reaction I started filming because I don't just wanna do it for the sake of doing it. Other than that, I really need to figure out the YouTube game. It's not as simple as - make a good video and it will work. I've been working on my titles, thumbnails and feel I've gotten better at them, but sometimes the results are worse than before lol.

Besides that, I really wanna find a way to make it sustainable so I don't burn out. But topics that I wanna talk about sometimes don't work, and trying to chase only trending performances is not always a solution. If anybody has some ideas on what could be done better, I'm all ears :) 

3. Since I moved, I'm struggling sometimes with my schedule of recording and finding the best balance between the professional and personal parts of my life. I think I could have made a video about all of this instead of writing it like this, but I felt you needed to know.

I feel like nothing I offer here is really that much value if I don't do full-length episodes, and I find it sad that I can't grow this community consistently. 

So, my question to you is, what do you enjoy about Youtubers you follow, why do you follow them, what makes you stick around for longer, and stuff like that? I really wish to find more people like you, and I wish to make the best videos I can. 

I have a script written ages ago about ''Silence in music''. I have a complete video in my head about the importance of silence in music, but that would be more of a 10-15min documentary type of video, so I know it would take me way more to make, so I always postpone it. Would you be interested in that sort of thing? I might even do something like that for Dimash and call it ''Why do people LOVE Dimash?''. Your input there would also be super helpful.

Anyway, I have a lot of ideas, and unfortunately, a lot of them are postponed because I feel I have to publish 2 videos a week for the channel to keep growing when in reality, it might be better to post one epic video less frequently... Let me know your thought and thank you for being here for another month.. love ya!