Weekly talk 165 (Patreon)

Hoy everyone!

Workflow:

Well last week, last days of the week i kinda loosed all will to draw. I often follow the same pattern. I draw for clients, i draw more and more and promess myself to draw for me once i did all, and in the end i never do so, and.. it just cut all motivation.
I mean, why pick a job that isn't easy, and not that much money making, instead of a normal day to day job, if it's to do the same and forgot my own passion in the process?
Each time i promess myself to allow me to draw for me in the middle and each time i push it back. I should just learn to accept it.
That and also accept that i can take 2 or 3 days off time to time. Most of time i feel like a thief when i decide to take a day off once in a week. It's not healthy.
So, this week, i'll draw, try to get back some of the patreon reward but also if i want to draw a thing for me, i'll do it.
Let's try to stay mentaly strong

Birthday me:

Yeah it's my birthday this week, gotta have 35 the 3/03. So it's also why i want to draw for me in the next days, a bit my own gift for me ^^.
I'm tryin to get better with myself! more open about me let's say!

yeah quite quick. But to be honest i didn't had a lot of moral last week
All the kind word you guys had were wonderfull, and the support too!
Thanks for that, i'm working on getting better, and already i wanna sketch again ^^ so see ya soon!

Thanks for reading this far!