Pausing Pledges For This Past Month (Patreon)

This is much like the last time I paused my pledges. I simply haven't given you guys enough value to justify your donations. I look at this as a business of passion. You guys are donating so that I can pursue my passion, and that means chapters, publishing progress, etc. I haven't been focused lately, partially from confidence issues which are probably unfounded and also because I've let myself become distracted from what I love to do.

It sucks, because the longer I wait to post the more anxiety I get. I doubt myself, rethink, and rewrite over and over. Before I now it, I've spun my wheels so much that I've dug myself into a ditch and I can't get out of my funk.

Either way, I know this is disappointing for you guys. I'm sorry. I really am. I'm going to focus on calming my attitude towards writing some and try to have fun with it, because I'm pushing myself into an imaginary corner. Unfortunately for both of us, it isn't helping me.

Either way, I want you guys to know I think about the New World every day, and I will finish it. I have absolutely no intentions of dropping this story at all. Only death would stop me in that regard. You don't have to worry about that.

So until I'm industrious enough with my writing, I won't ask for donations. It's not fair to you guys, and you guys are awesome. Mistreating you guys is like mistreating my friends, and that's not the kind of person I want to be.

Thank you all for your understanding and support. I'm going to refocus. I always do.