Last night (Patreon)

Last night the father of my kid called me saying that it was laughable that I would not allow him to take our child Who doesn’t know him, up to a mountain to go snowboarding. I want you guys to remember that this is man he would constantly choke me to sleep while I was pregnant to the point where I would wake up covered in my own shit and piss. Along with many many different forms of violence that ended in him breaking a baton over my head broad daylight downtown of my city. Last night he called me threatening me and saying that there was nothing I could do to stop him. The fear I have for this man just can’t really be put into words, but all that aside he is legally not allowed to contact me or he goes to jail for two years. Now I’m faced with the choice of sending the father of my child back to jail for two years. I understand that what he did was his choice and I can’t take responsibility for it, but goddamn does it ever feel like shit 😭