[Book of Eros] Chapter 32 - Learning to deal with it. (Patreon)

Recovering his sensations, though unarguably a good thing, came with a new, unexpected challenge. Before, he had to deal with wanting to fuck, but being unable to. Now he had to deal with wanting to fuck, but being unable to.

Sounds the same, but there’s a difference.

Before, he had to look at Reiko sitting next to him and, though his mind would go to lewd places, he could brush those thoughts aside with the knowledge that nothing could happen. Now, when his mind went to the same places, his heart would race uncontrollably because his thoughts were a real possibility. He could embrace his girlfriend, he could unbutton her shirt and suck on her nipples and the two could fuck like rabbits, just like they wanted to. They could do it all as they became familiar with one another’s bodies and learned how to please their partner. But no. They were at school, so of course they couldn’t do anything. And that was the challenge now. Knowing he wanted to, knowing he could, but having to hold it back anyway. It was even harder that before.

During recess, Reiko eyed him with concern. “Are you okay?” she asked.

“Do I not look it?” he asked with a wry smile.

“You’re a little more… restless than usual,” she said, making him groan.

“Please tell me it doesn’t look that way to everyone…” he sighed.

“I don’t think so,” she said, blushing. “I only notice because… I glance your way too often.”

Hearing that brought a smile to his lips. “Sorry. You can imagine why I’m restless, though.”

Reiko nodded. “Is it… too difficult?”

“Kind of. It’s just like before, only now I know I can, and I have to hide a certain something.”

That made Reiko blush even deeper, so she looked down at the table to hide her face from the rest of their classmates. She swallowed, then turned to Leo and spoke in hushed tones.

“Actually… I have a proposal.”

“Hm?”

***

No matter how hard he tried, there was no way for Leonardo to say no to Reiko’s idea. What was worse, to make it work he’d had to enlist Angela’s help, which was, without a doubt, the most awkward thing he’d ever had to do in his life so far. He could whip out his dick in the middle of class and it wouldn’t be as bad as this. So, once more alone on the rooftop during lunch due to Angela scaring everyone away, the three friends ate their food. And with 15 minutes of break left, Leonardo turned to Angela with a serious look that made the blonde curious.

“What is it? Do I have something on my face?” she asked, wiping her mouth with a napkin.

Leo shook his head. “I have a favor to ask,” he said. At the same time, Reiko turned her face away from Angela, which seemed to set the older girl’s alarms.

“Okaaay…?”

“It’s a stupidly big favor, so ask for whatever you want in return,” Leo offered. He looked at her straight in the eyes, not looking away for a second. It was the least he could do.

“…Anything?”

“Anything.”

“Then,” she grinned. “Make hamburgers for dinner tonight. And not some half-assed frozen patties with only cheese and ketchup on them. Make the patties yourself and make them good!”

“Deal.” He nodded resolutely. He’d have to go shopping for minced beef and cheese after school. But he’d think about that later. “Are you sure that’s all? I’m asking for something big here.”

Angela blinked, then narrowed her eyes seriously. “Okay. Then on top of the hamburgers, you’ll have to fight me.”

“Eh?” Reiko snapped her head to Angela and blinked in surprise. “Fight you?”

“Deal.” Leo nodded again, his resolve unwavering. He and Angela shook hands in a firm grip.

“So? What am I doing?” the blonde asked.

“I need you to sit at the top of the stairs to the rooftop and stop anyone who tries to come up here.”

Angela’s eyes went back and forth from Leo to Reiko before she let out a loud sigh and stood up. “Are you kidding? You fucking horndogs,” she said dusting herself up. “Don’t get caught and keep it quick.” Without another word, Angela went through the door and to the stairs.

“Now I feel terrible,” Reiko said.

“If it makes you feel any better, she’s gonna beat me up later,” Leo offered.

“It really doesn’t.”

Nevertheless, this was an opportunity neither of them wanted to give up. There wasn’t enough time to go all the way, and Reiko knew it would take her a while to come herself. So what she offered was nothing more than a blowjob. But to Leo, that simply meant the world.

They moved away from the fence, to a spot near the entrance where they wouldn’t be seen. Reiko leaned against the wall while Leo stood in front of her. Neither of them could hold back anymore, and their lips met hungrily. They embraced each other tightly as they made out, trying to keep their voices quiet as they shared inexperienced yet passionate kisses. Her lips tasted a bit like the lemon in the salad she’d finished eating only minutes ago. With a finger on his chin, she pushed his face away.

“I…I want to keep kissing,” Reiko gasped. “But we don’t have much time.”

He nodded. They switched places, with Leo leaning against the wall and Reiko kneeling in front of him, her hands shaking as she unzipped his pants and unbuckled his belt.

“Are you nervous?” he asked.

Reiko nodded, but also offered him a small smile. “And excited.”

“You’re a dirtier girl than I imagined,” he chuckled.

“Does it bother you?” she asked shyly.

“Not in the slightest.” They both grinned at each other.

His cock was already hard when she got it out, and the mix of fresh air and her hot breath on it made it twitch. Like she had before, she held it carefully with her fingers in a ring shape and gently stroke it.

“I haven’t been able to get my mind off of what we did the other day,” she told him, eyes focused on his erection.

“Me neither.”

Hearing that made her smile. Her lips pressed against the tip of his cock in a soft kiss that made his whole body shudder. Even when he had masturbated, he hadn’t felt anything close to this. Reiko alternated between licking and kissing the tip of his cock for a while. Maybe it was because she was nervous, but it also helped him understand his own sensations. She kissed his length as she kept stroking, adding just a little tongue. She didn’t speak, but her own breathing was growing heavier. Then, with resolute eyes, she put a hand on his thigh, held his dick by the base with the other and parted her lips. She took the tip of his cock into her mouth, licking it and sucking on it carefully. The pleasure made him want to grab onto something, but there was nothing so he put his hands against the wall as he struggled to keep his breathing under control. Reiko started to take more of him into her mouth, about half his length was as much as she could do. She bobbed her head and her tongue licked his underside for a long while. Her eyes met his, asking a wordless question. He was somehow able to read “does it feel good?” in her eyes.

“It feels great,” he whispered. “Only… Move your tongue a little more. Mix things up.”

She did so immediately, moving her tongue to roll around him. She took him out of her mouth to take a deep breath, but resumed immediately by licking him from the base to the tip. She was getting more and more into it, moaning softly. Leo could now feel his orgasm getting close. The anticipation was exhilarating.

“Reiko…” he gasped. “I’m close.”

She nodded. “Come in my mouth,” she said with a small, shy smile. “We don’t want to leave a mess, do we?” His girlfriend took him into her mouth again and bobbed her head energetically. It wasn’t long until Leonardo finally came inside Reiko’s mouth. She took it all, swallowing bit by bit to the last drop, even sucking him off to clean him completely.

“Thanks…” he breathed, smiling down at her. “I’ll be sure to return the favor as soon as I can.”

“I’ll be waiting,” she smiled back, licking her lips.

When they went back to Angela, Leo had to ask if she’d heard anything. Thankfully, she said she hadn’t, which meant they’d been quiet enough.