divinity: sensual 16- 18 wip (Patreon)

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i want to explain a lil bit. for 001, he doesnt express emotions nearly as much as 002, and that says alot since 002 doesnt express as much emption either. especially any positive ones. so 001 hardly blushes, reactive, or even emotional to any degree. it was a self induced repression for the sake of his safety and appearing like an unbreakable monster against humans. so he doesnt express much here either. but what he says and what he wants are the best bet. he is constantly thinking in silence. he thinks before he asks, always keeping a form of composure. like silence before he asks to be touched, asks before they start, silent in bed, and silent in the tub. he feels his chest, like feeling a heart that isnt there.

he is sometimes mimicing what he experienced with 002 and seeing if it feels the same. even though it doesnt, its how he digests the information, how he knows these feelings are indeed different. so yeah, i want to at some point show more of his thinking and behavioural traits. if it didnt say so, some of his actions can be interpreted loosely. he isnt a rock for no reason, and he isnt under the rock about his feelings, just in deep thought and always in some way calm. 002 is the best at being rational and composed in even higher stress, while 001 would usually become violent, but the small things can make 002 act rude, strict, and like a mom to the numbers. he is repressed and at more loss than 001, who knows and doesn't deny his heart so strongly. he likely to push others out rather than let them in, making him more flustered when they do enter.

at some point i would like to show 002 is actually more forthcoming about enacting his wants than 001, but has to get passed the bricks that are his modesty. he fantasizes way more than 001, and imagines scenes much more than what he and 001 did already. despite being a lil awkward at first and getting shocked at certain moments,  he desires these things alot. and because he is more expressive by comparison, he feels more outwardly, and appears more sensitive than 001. in reality, 001 and 002 are likely feeling similarly, just one who is easier at displaying his wants and the other reckoning if he even should.

thats the end of this scene, now for some after-math :)