Fancy Filtered Vlog (Patreon)

Totes posted this the other day, but I guess it didn't actually load all the way. 

It's a little bit of a vent at the beginning, but things are all better now. This last week has been insanely difficult for me. While I don't share these things for the public, I'm comfortable sharing them here with you all. Not having my own space this last month has been a real struggle for me. I mean, most of you know I'm happiest when naked and having to make sure I'm covered at all times really blows. lol. I know it might sound trivial, but the last time I fully had a place to myself (and JD) was 4 months ago. @.@ I'M READY TO BE NEKKID! And ya know, it's not just about being naked. It's more about being able to fully relax. Having even 4-5 hours per week of that comfy time is what normally helps me cope with such a packed schedule. 

Anywho, this chapter of my life will be a close in just one more week and I cannot wait! Don't get me wrong, I love LA and I can't wait to be back here more. But the way things have been this last month has just not been ideal. I've learned a lot about myself and what I need to function at my best, and that is great. :) Even just typing all this out is therapeutic. 

I'm also really looking forward to seeing JD tomorrow. It's been quite the challenge to not physically be with my partner very often. We've averaged seeing each other just a few days each month and since we are also doing business together, it makes it even more tough. But all that is changing in the coming week! :D 

And as I share in the vlog, this month has actually been INCREDIBLE for business. I have had a crazy amount of work come in, which is always a good thing. I also had one of my favorite latex designers reach out wanting to work together! Her and I will start chatting about that next month when she's back from vacation. 

LOTS of good stuff coming! :D