They Will Prefer (Patreon)

Good afternoon my dears! I hope you have been well! I am quite sick and so I had sick leave for today from work. I will be doing my best and I hope you do too! Up for viewing and download today is a work I call " They Will Prefer "

 Some people really do try and make everything so simple, even themselves. Problem is..we're all very complex creatures all with separate worlds and realities, ambitions and beliefs. Yet there is insistence in proving the contrary. I think you're a lot more than maybe what you're thinking right now. Some of you probably don't believe what I'm saying..fine..it's fine..

It's also sad because then..you will eventually ask who you are..after a lot of pain.

  I think you are someone who feels certain about a few things. Maybe you don't feel certain at all about the things that matter most. Things like your feelings, your worth or even your future.  I wish I could give you the answers you were looking for but the truth is I can't do that. It won't be easy when it comes to who you are. It's not meant to be easy because there is a lot more to being you than what you might have been lead on to believe.

The easiest thing you can do is give up on yourself. Slump against the earth and give in to the cold soil. I know you won't though. You've made it this far haven't you? You won't make it easy because there is a whole lot more to you than some people might believe. I know better. Somewhere deep down inside I know you do too.