The Door (Patreon)

Good afternoon my dears! I hope you are doing alright today! 

Up for download and viewing is a piece I call " The door " Inspired by Tomppabeat's " Trees" which can be found here https://youtu.be/PPEVNqg89ok

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There is a rock in some of our hearts...it's a thing of ego and doubts. And we carry this rock with us up the slopes of our lives. It weighs our chests down so that we may slump our heads and drag them in the sands, close eyed and close minded. 

Some believe they deserve this punishment. Others believe atonement and attainment are only so through the struggle of torment. Through possession. There is such a thing however...as pain without meaning, and emptiness in absolutes. 

So where do these stones come from...? 

We search for happiness and meaning in the outer world. For anything outside of us that can never belong to us. We believe we cannot find happiness within, and thus seek the tangible to fulfill this.But all things outside ourselves are only smoke that slips past our fingers.

And we take this smoke in us until that ash forms as a rock within our hearts. We grow attached to these rocks, to these struggles and these pains. To these desires that never reward, only remind us what we are missing. 

Our reward for this...is more pain and punishment. More smoke, more ash, and more rocks. 

No material possession, no celebration of the ego nor accumulation of power..can ever guide us towards happiness as much as our inner being can.   

The more you hold onto, the greater your worries shall become of loss, even the loss of the stones that weigh you down. Fear will be your only path. 

You can only walk away from this when wisdom is your teacher, and the only thing left to protect is yourself and others.