Belham of Isaac (Patreon)

Good evening my dears! I hope you are doing alright today! 

Up for download and viewing today is a digital I call " Belham of Isaac " one of those rare and few works that are not inspired directly by music but complimented by it. 

Music by Jeesh  "Owsey - Thousands Of Summer Twilights (Jeesh Remix) " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/jeesh/owsey-thousands-of-summer-twilights-jeesh-remix

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There is a love lost in ourselves. A severance in our trust toward the unimaginable and the unknown. It came to us in the most desperate moments of denial and left our forms broken in the dust of our lives. 

We have crept among this ocean of cynicism, of baneful arrogance that has shouted again and again " This is the way it is! " nurturing the collective world views of apathy and violence towards the self. 

Our eyes have become closed to ourselves. Our feelings too abstract, too alien, and too powerful to be understood but instead repressed and feared. This humanity in us...it has been so stifled by this warped, negative conceit everything we do must have a purpose that be evaluated and deemed worthy to exist. 

We shunned the philosophical, calling it inapplicable. We turned away our feelings calling them irrational. We buried our expression as far down as we could, calling it uneconomical. What has been our reward for this? This endless cycle of isolation, of distrust? These long days of repressing our every want, our every desire and voice? The belief there is nothing for us, that we are all evil, irredeemable, worthless...?

Do not be so carried by the illusion. That need to believe you have removed the veil over your eyes, to truly see the world the way it is...has only placed a different veil over you instead....and it will weigh your head down into the ground.  

I am tired...so damn tired. I feel as old as the universe itself...but you will hear these words again. Many, many times...