Live Again (Patreon)

Good afternoon my dears! I hope you're doing alright today. Well, up for download and viewing is my latest work " Live Again" with our little whisp of a friend, Ghost Fox. 

This a bit of a larger set so instead of doing my usual post, I'll just leave you the link to the complete work! https://www.dropbox.com/s/enudbwwttjuitgq/Live%20Again.rar?dl=0

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For a while now I sat in a strange place. A place where I worried about time, where the same people who relied on me only tolerated me. Where love began to grow distant, and every day began to appear the same. 

Eventually my heart became like a ghost's, unable to be touched. And my dreams slowly became distant until only fear and doubt filled my rest. But I tried..I tried so hard to smile, to be kind. 

But eventually even my art couldn't hide away that fear and pain. But what could I do? Call out and ask for help? What would anyone say? " Sucks to be you? " " Congrats, life sucks, what do you want? " 

I became so entrenched in negativity that all I could see in anyone anymore was problems. But the problems were all inside me. I sat this way until my heart turned from fear into bitterness, and eventually hate. Until one day, my heart broke again. 

I stared into the garden, that bleak void where I believe, and always believe no one can hear me from. I stared and I whispered for help. 

And something happened. Not as I expected. Someone did hear me. And they came with others. They reached out, and their hands touched my heart again. For the first time in a long while..I felt...hope. 

This past month has given me a lot to think about. It has given me time not just to test my determination, but to also question where I am and what I've been doing. So plans have started to be made for me to move on. 

I'll be leaving Seattle within the next few months. At least..that is the plan. To go somewhere quiet, somewhere different. Some place to someone to try again. This second chance I had didn't turn out like I had dreamed it would..but no one ever said you couldn't have more than two to make it right. 

Thanks as always everyone, for being my strength, and for being a kindness that awakens me again.