I hope you can forgive me... (Patreon)

A double post in a single day?! Why it's almost as if this seems familiar! Hnn, hello again my dears. I just couldn't let the chance slip between my fingers! 

- I hope you can forgive me -

I hope you can forgive me. For these thoughts that I have, and the wishes I desire. That beyond my insistence and doubts, quietly and meekly I glance your way. That despite my best intentions, and age old reservations, I feel helpless and young again. 

I hope you can forgive me, for waking with worries and wonders when or if we might see one another so soon. That behind my composure and concise words, there is a gentle tone I had forgotten about, and can hear again. I hope you can forgive me, that I feel so selfish with these thoughts that wander and wonder. I pray in these states of sharp and softness. 

I pray...and I hope you can forgive me, that I find my heart has turned your way. 

Inspired by idle's " 揺れる心  " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/paulonrecords2/sets/idle-archive-collection