Thank you. (Patreon)

I’m so glad that everyone is still supporting me. I understand that you all enjoy the asmr I make, lewd or not, and I understand that you care about me.

My mental health is extremely bad. Some of you may noticed a random stream I started. It wasn’t what I wanted. Sometimes I feel like I’m a passenger in my own body and I just do things, but I was serious about what I was implying. Please, don’t feel bad. I’m okay now but my boyfriend and some of my close friends think I should limit my time on social media. Sometimes I get fueled by the negative comments I see. I just want everyone to know that I’m not trying to be anyone else. I’m sorry that I don’t look like how I sound and a lot more. I can’t reach everyone’s standards.

I try to hard to please everyone online and please everyone I live with even though they don’t support my channel. It gets so hard. I just want to be treated like a person. I have no will to keep going but I just do.

From now, I’ll be supervised a lot more by my boyfriend, so there no need to be worried anymore if you were. I’m sorry that I keep failing you guys and scaring you when I’m not able to hold it I’m anymore. Maybe I’ll make updates or make posts here as a diary kind of.

I will still be writing and recording, there will just be a delay. I hope everyone can hold on a bit.