KITCALIBER - Grand Memory Clobber (Patreon)

from the album in progress. i've thrown out pretty much the entire past week of work due to being unhappy with it, but this thankfully came together over the past couple days.

LYRICS:

hold on, déjà vu,
feeling sick, how 'bout you?
i'll drop a memory on the fallen sunset slope.
pray i don't —

if i could breathe! if i could breathe!
if you could feel directly,
the screaming heat inside of me -
or maybe it's mine to keep.
if in this moment i could reach
and even slightly believe
in a better soon, in a better now,
a better this - unlikely!

hold on, déjà vu,
feeling sick, how 'bout you?
i killed a part of me in a fit of fear and hope
so i could survive.