may update (Patreon)

hey all, hope you're doing well. me, not quite so much, but getting better, kind of! i feel like i say this every update, but such is depression recovery, i suppose. it comes in waves.

the first half of may was mostly occupied with work on my current nonprofit game project, "悪魔の悪夢" - there are a whole bunch of updates regarding it on the MuleNgine Twitter and the MuleNgine homepage. as you can see, i've also rehosted my games on an itch.io account, which makes it easy to manage quick file updates and whatnot. hopefully i'll have a brand new demo build out soon!

i also hauled a bit of ass on the PlayStation EXPEDITION and got the M-P page up. i'm hoping to have this project complete soon. once it's complete, i'd like to start a general game recommendation page as well, including links to downloads where applicable, especially for out of print or unsupported titles. it should be a fun project.

i've been (incredibly slowly) poking at the upcoming HALLEY HARD SOUND UNIT LP/EP - not sure yet! it's been draining me the most out of everything i'm working on right now, and i'm not trying to force this one. it's a bit of a particular brainchild and has to come as naturally as possible, as i really do not want to end up hating working on it. it's a really special project to me.

i really appreciate everybody's patience while i have all of this on my plate. since it's my birthday month, i've been trying to have some more fun, too, and that's been nice. i don't exactly do things to have fun a lot of the time. i feel as though i even forgot to have fun at all, a little bit, so touching base with that kind of thing is a bit refreshing.

thank you for your continued support. it means a lot - like, a lot. you guys are genuinely keeping me alive while i work through all of this and try to find stability in several ways.

lots of love, and please take care of yourself. feel free to contact me on Twitter if you ever have questions or what have you.