Shine page 351 (Patreon)

So....Errr this page is heavy okay.  If you're not in the right frame of mind.  If you're feeling low, maybe don't read.

I'll discuss stuff after the link so that I dont actually accidentally spoiler the comic before you've read it

https://www.dropbox.com/s/6ak8ajijla8kdmi/pg351.png?dl=0

It's strange how there seems to be some clear divide between people who didnt have the internet and people who did, in terms of accepting their kink. 

 I spent the first 18-19 years of my life thinking I was the only one who wanted to be a baby, thinking I was wired wrong and messed up and from a very early age I wrote myself off as being un-marryable and generally gonna grow old with a bunch of cats cause noone would want a freak like me. Around the age of 14/15 i came very close to taking myself out, thinking the world wouldnt miss me and be better off without me. I didnt tho, (obvs) and glad i didnt end it but i came closer than i would have liked.

Getting online and discovering others like me was like...a giant weight off my shoulders, being able to talk to others who felt the same way, who had experiences and knowledge and ...just it completely redefined my life, it was liberating and ...addictive.

I generally find that people who have had the internet since day one dont quite have the same self hate struggle about their kink.  Maybe because they can find out earlier that theyre not the only ones, but I know twenty year olds who have never felt that self loathing stage, and thats def  a good thing.  People shouldnt hate themselves for who they are.

I still get odd blips where I hate having this kink, but they are like tiny islands in this vast ocean of happiness and self acceptance.  I am grateful that I have this kink.  I didnt pick it but it's shaped my entire life, the people I know, the places ive been...all because of this kink.  So how could I be anything else other than grateful really.