NOV '21 SKETCHBOOK (Patreon)

Once again I spent my time feeling shitty and ignoring my problems with weed! Except this time my dear sweet grandmom is at a clinic HOURS AND HOURS AWAY so I dont have to take care of her for the first time in... 8 months? I've lost track 8^)

I'm trying to keep it together at this point bc shes getting ... more and more difficult every day. I've just been losing my temper more frequently with her, and trying to say I'm fine but I am Clearly Not lmao. 

I keep saying 'next month will be better' and it always just feels worse. I'm finally coming to terms with that, I think. Which is that I'm mega depressed and need to stop trying to push through it. My motivation overall has just been shot and I can't really enjoy much- so I fell into ACNH and just... let time melt for a while there. I'm feeling better, but I def. see what I need to work on now. 

Hoping to get back on all my projects soon- once I get my head back on straight. >_<;