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I should say Happy Lunar New Year but it was just starting the year and my grandma suffered a stroke. It is hemorrhagic stroke, caused by a ruptured blood vessel leading to brain bleeds.

Right now she still can't talk, can't open her eyes, hemiplegia, can't drink, can't eat, using nasogastric tube. I need to speak very loud and expect a nod from her that she recognizes my hand and it's me.

Looking back at past years, I'm too busy with works and my grandma knows it so she misses me but never calls me to visit her more often. I should spend more time with my grandma, cherish everything I have, make as much memories as I can. I just wish my grandma will be good soon. We just met few days ago and took a new polaroid for new year. My mental is crushed down. Please forgive me my slow working speed and replying messages slow. I'm very sorry.

I wish all the best thing to you and your loved ones.